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Posted 09-01-2011 at 05:37 PM by Lily

Recently my AA sponsor told me to fully plunge into my OA program. She said she had noticed that when my food was good, the rest of my life went well, and she observed I had been a food addict long before any other addiction. I felt FREE when I accepted this, then I re-traced all of my steps and the very first time I thought I needed a drink, it was cuz I felt like just a small buzz would help me to dance better w/out having to focus on my butt which was about 10 to 15 lbs too fat.

Then my other relapses were always because I lacked energy due to being in the food. I know I am a COE and I have to commit my food each day to my food sponsor and weigh and measure every single bite before I put it in my mouth and I am okay with that today! I feel such freedom!!

I am only allowed to weigh once a month. Since my last weight in I have lost 16.5 lbs now! I feel soooo blessed!

I can stay abstinent from eating compulisively just for today!

ciao~
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