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At last, stability and a place to grow from

Posted 12-29-2011 at 07:49 AM by eddie73

I have gone thru a lot in the past 6 months. It has been very difficult. Have i been selfish and self abosorbed? on face value, yes, but intuitively I know that this battle does involve more than an out of control ego.. It is a war that is fought on terms that only another addict could ever understand. It would be the same idea as trying to understand what it is to be gay as a straight person, you just wouldnt get it. I am glad to say that there is a huge amount of hope available to me now. There was not a short week ago. I was angsted to the hilt with bad thoughts and aspirations of death. I am glad to say that these times have passed on. i can now sit comfortably in a chair, and contemplate what it is to be normal. It is a blessing of mental peace that very few ever think about. It is taken for granted, and should never be.It should be a thing of great beauty and fragility. I will be minding it and myself from now on, not alone being sober, but also trying to better myself over time. There is all there is to be said in the last sentence. There will be nothing else added, the only print going down from now on will be a documentation stronger times. this is my hope anyway.
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    Take it one day at a time.Jesus said focus on today and enjoy it.So dont let the cares of tomorrow steal it away nor the regrets of yesterday darken it.Trust in Christ for your peace and he will give you the strength through his Spirit to overcome and be victorious. All you have to do is ask him to make his self real to you.Im not going to tell you what to say.Thats between you and GOD,but I do know this hes just waiting for you to start the conversation. Im living proof that if your willing hes able to do exceedingly abundantly above all we could ask or even imagine. Just trying to be my brothers keeper.
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