this is my safe place for opening my heart.. We are no longer part of State Fair after 14 years.. Its nice not to have to get up on Sat at 5am and put the 12 hour day together for the 2 of us. but Eddie Lee no longer has other people around.. can see that his mind is going in circles once again.. there is a problem with something every 30 minutes.. its the "Oh My God" that pops up and I know I have to watch what he is doing closer.. feel that the meds for his mind are not doing...

happier and safer Toots.. Eddie Lee is on a med that is working.. so looking forward to summer 2017.....https://youtu.be/mkBS4zUjJZo?list=RDmkBS4zUjJZo

have some fears for my health. its not easy getting to be 67..have fought cancer twice in my time and won.. fear this is something else.. weakness in legs and pain in feet and upper thigh.. but the lump in the small intestine is the hardest to deal with .. it moves. thought at first it was something I should not have eaten. and then it spammed a bit. hit the trail to the potty and look out below.. have to try and laugh a bit.. gas belching and gas. and never trust the gas.. tummy...

have not been here for a bit... Ed's Pop Charlie left us last March..2016.. my Mom was ill abit in August and then we moved to a bungalow.. that we bought.. to much kids sometimes to much..

what will 2017 have in store for us..... have to just wait and see..

Life in 2016,,, how do you say it.. the house will be sold.. Kids love me but know that Ed is a major problem.. I am afraid for life its self because of his anger issues. have tried Our Doctor and he calls Ed and I become the bad guy hugely... the Police department made everything even worse.. he has taken to walking in the night to find someone that would try to harm him so he can harm them.. I fear for my life as I may be that next one and no one will listen...
Doctor...