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Every day is a new day, that's what I keep telling myself. The struggle is real. I'm in deep with this addiction to wine. I am searching for the answer how to turn it off. I feel lucky if I can keep it down to a daily minimum of just one bottle. I pray to God to take this addiction away. Some days I'm a fighter. Other days are a bit more challenging. Hopefully by putting this out there, starting today, I can find a new hope and believe in myself again.

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DAY 27 - Hang in there!

Posted 01-25-2019 at 08:52 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

If you are totally stressed out, nothing is going right, your memories are haunting you, you are not appreciated for all your hard work, and life just currently sucks....

DO NOT DRINK!

You CAN get through the night! All the emotions that are on fire will subside eventually. Feel the pain, feel the burn, so you can wake up in the morning and be PROUD of who you are and what you can accomplish! Don't ever go back to Day 1, ever again.
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DAY 9 - Hanging by a Thread

Posted 01-07-2019 at 07:47 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
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Christmas break officially ends today for my daughter (14), she returns to 8th grade tomorrow. The past 3 weeks both of her cousins and she were either at our house, my sister's house or my mom's house. I did a lot of driving kids around, I take them to the mall, I take them to get their nails done, I cook for them, I make fun snacks for them, I take them to Six Flags, I take them to the trampoline park. I listen to their problems, I put up with their bs, I let them stay up until 3:00am, I intervene...
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Day Six - Score!

Posted 03-21-2017 at 08:56 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

So here are 20 bonuses that I've scored these past 6 days of sobriety:

1) No hangover.
2) Wake up early.
3) Patience.
4) Healthier skin.
5) Energy.
6) Love for myself.
7) Balancing the day's events.
8) Awareness of others' feelings.
9) Strength.
10) Sense of accomplishment.
11) Eyes are brighter and whiter.
12) No liver or pancreas pain.
13) No back pain.
14) More time in the day.
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