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Every day is a new day, that's what I keep telling myself. The struggle is real. I'm in deep with this addiction to wine. I am searching for the answer how to turn it off. I feel lucky if I can keep it down to a daily minimum of just one bottle. I pray to God to take this addiction away. Some days I'm a fighter. Other days are a bit more challenging. Hopefully by putting this out there, starting today, I can find a new hope and believe in myself again.

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DAY 12 - Girl Stuff

Posted 01-10-2019 at 08:58 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
Tags anger , depression , girls , pms , wine

If you are male, or you don't like to read about human nature and a female's "time of the month", you probably do not want to read this particular post. I want to write about everything involved in my life that sobriety affects.

Today, I have been sober for 12 days. It has been quite the mental challenge. My new iPhone X won't turn on for a few days now, which is a nightmare because I don't have a working phone, so that doesn't help my situation. I have been dealing...
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Day 23 - Attitude

Posted 04-07-2017 at 11:27 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
Tags hard , pms , sober , wine

Not in a good mood. I'm pretty sure I'm PMS'ing. Usually when I PMS I am drinking even more than usual. The urges are insanely intense tonight....Friday night and PMS'ing. Jolly fun. Everyone in my family is on my nerves today. Even when I tried to do my yoga tonight, my daughter thought it was hilarious to ask me questions repeatedly throughout. My husband says that I have a serious attitude problem tonight, I said, "yep".

Here's to Day 23! [raises glass of water]...
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