SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information - Diary of Wino
Go Back   SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Register Blogs FAQ Members List Calendar Arcade Mark Forums Read




Every day is a new day, that's what I keep telling myself. The struggle is real. I'm in deep with this addiction to wine. I am searching for the answer how to turn it off. I feel lucky if I can keep it down to a daily minimum of just one bottle. I pray to God to take this addiction away. Some days I'm a fighter. Other days are a bit more challenging. Hopefully by putting this out there, starting today, I can find a new hope and believe in myself again.

LoveHateMerlot
Old

DAY 53 - God's Grace

Posted 02-20-2019 at 03:35 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
Tags god , grace , love , miracle , power

Seriously so much is on my plate I don't even have time to think about alcohol. Okay, I do, still, all the time. It's a lifelong commitment, I know it's never going away.

Yesterday morning, I prayed for my daughter, and God made something GREAT happen. It's a very long story, but basically a stalker who says he was in love with my daughter came after me, stalked me, then wrote about me on Reddit. He sent me an email with a link. He said I was an attractive 42 y/o who '"dapples"...
LoveHateMerlot's Avatar
LoveHateMerlot
Posted in Diary of Wino
Views 391 Comments 0 LoveHateMerlot is offline
Old

DAY 52 - Prayers for my Daughter

Posted 02-19-2019 at 08:07 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

Today I dedicate this day to my oldest daughter. May God heal her pain. May He embrace her so tight that she feels joy and love radiating throughout her entire soul. That she may see that tomorrow is hope. Today is a gift. That she is gift. That she looks in the mirror and she sees her reflection as pure beauty. I pray to you God that she feels my love for her. She doesn't feel alone. She finds true happiness. That she takes down the walls. That she starts to allow the good people to come...
LoveHateMerlot's Avatar
LoveHateMerlot
Posted in Diary of Wino
Views 327 Comments 0 LoveHateMerlot is offline


All times are GMT -7. The time now is 01:15 AM.