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Every day is a new day, that's what I keep telling myself. The struggle is real. I'm in deep with this addiction to wine. I am searching for the answer how to turn it off. I feel lucky if I can keep it down to a daily minimum of just one bottle. I pray to God to take this addiction away. Some days I'm a fighter. Other days are a bit more challenging. Hopefully by putting this out there, starting today, I can find a new hope and believe in myself again.

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Day 41 - Living

Posted 02-08-2019 at 08:03 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
Updated 02-09-2019 at 05:20 PM by LoveHateMerlot

Great things are happening since the day I chose to LIVE instead of just EXIST. I have not had one drop of alcohol for 41 days. I have lost a total of 9 pounds since I quit drinking. Relationships are on the mend. I am about to finish my last course today for real estate licensing education, in order to take the my state and national real estate licensing exams. I am doing it! I am accomplishing my goals!

With my medical issues going on, I wish I could be happy and content....
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DAY 22 - Lying to a Doctor

Posted 01-20-2019 at 07:05 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
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I had been experiencing liver pain the past couple years. It's been a significant factor in my decision to quit for life. I recently wrote a post about how I am trying to repair my liver. I have mild, acute pain on my right side, under my rib cage, after taking supplements and vitamins or eating. It's not debilitating, I just know it's there. I have not been to the doctor yet to get checked out. The reason is because I am embarrassed. I told my doctor last year on my annual check up that...
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