FreedomRings

I have needed much faith in my life right now. Thank God for my higher power.

Hard for me to live life on life's terms right now, but I'm getting through it.

Although I have to say - even though much has happened - all my friends, I forgive you all anyway despite all the suffering you have caused me.

Don't know if you guys visit these forums, but if you do - give me a holla some time, I miss you guys.

Morning Glory

Hey Freedom,

Are you talking about us or the racers or someone else?

Hugs,
MG

FreedomRings

But in general I mean everybody.

Even though it's gotten to a point, where it's almost too far.

Judging by your response however - you know who I am.

Let me put it to you this way - if I am talking to someone I think it might be - in the end, you might have actually done me a favor by postponing things.

I'll tell you what - just because I haven't gone to meetings on a regular basis for the last 8 months or so, don't mean I haven't been working the program. In fact, I've been working it harder then I ever have - my faith in God is higher than it ever has been, even in these troubling times.

If it weren't for that faith - I don't know what I would do.

Jon

Is this secret code? Because if it is, I need to find my trusty de-coder ring. Now where did I hide that cracker-jack box.....

FreedomRings

Those involved are the only ones that need to know what I'm talking about.

And to those people - what I said, what I did - just blowing smoke as always to defend myself and what I believe in - thought you would've known that by now guys.

Learn your lesson yet?

Cassy

Knock off the code crap and use the PM button, OK? I don`t know who you are forgiving , but you are confusing and annoying me. It`s a very weird time in my life right now too. Don`t mean to come off so harsh, it`s just the way I am I guess, but please stop the code crap.

FreedomRings

One last thing though, someone once told me to never give up - and I never will - otherwise she'd be disappointed in me.

Doug

Then that would be "her" problem. People, Places, and Things.

FreedomRings

but in turn mine - because I don't want to disappoint her. Because that's what I did a long time ago - and I will never do that again.

Morning Glory

Hey Freedom,

No one knows you here. If you're here to work on sobriety then you are in the right place. I just noticed your game scores on the forum where you posted them. I thought the others were a little hard on you and thought that's what was bothering you.

Hugs,
MG

FreedomRings

Yes, they were hard on me - it's mostly jealousy anyway, but who cares it's just a game.

And yes, I am here to work on recovery. I was just shouting out to see if there were some people here that did know me.

Doug

Well FR,

There is a lot of good recovery around here. Hopefully you will find somebody or something here you can relate to, to help you along.