Too Old to hurt

Well its been a few weeks now, and I have stopped drinking to go to sleep. I am starting to get a better grip on how my GF is feeling after her re-hab. I also had a bad night last night dreamed of better times all night, still hurts so bad. I guess the only thing left is to get back my vehicle and close this chapter of my life, as I feel she is still taking advantage of me. I dont want to put her back over the edge looking for a vehicle, but she seems to think this will go on forever, without any kind of relationship for me. I guess it is time to start taking care of me for awhile. Thanks to all who replied to my 1st post ( this is my 2nd) as they were of enormus help. Just to know that I am not the only one who has faced this. I still love her moe than anything, but I have to move on.

Pick-a-name

Glad you are here. (Might be a better plan for coping that drinking yourself.) JMHO

Keep reading and posting. It has really helped me start to untangle a lot of things for myself. Hope you're feeling better.

denny57

Welcome back, too old

Glad you hear you're going to take care of yourself, first. Congratulations on eliminating the drinking before sleeping. I know it's tough when you care about someone, but you are doing the right thing.

Hang in there and keep posting.