BSPGirl

I try to be positive/supportive. Apparently I'm not. I wish you all luck on your road to recovery. All I can say is that I tried. 51Anna, GeorgiaPeach and all the rest, I tried. I tried to offer bfree4u help, I'd have offered physical/face2face help if I'd lived closer. Cuz ya know: I'm not some bad person. I been thru a lot myself and I got opinions about things and I'm not a 12 stepper but I didn't think that'd be a problem.

Anyway, I'm sorry.

BSPGirl

GeorgiaPeach

What are you talking about? Where did this come from? I don't think that you have done anything wrong. You were very supportive of bfree and I know that you offered to help if you could and offered what you could from here. Did I say something to upset you? Please talk to me and let me know.

GP

Anna

BSPGirl,

I understand how emotional things have been with Bfree4u and it's been hard to watch her suffer. I feel her pain too. And, I'm not an AA person either, there is no requirement for that on this board.

I hope you will keep posting and offering hope to those who visit SR.

kj0975

I too have always enjoyed your posts. How can we let one person tear up this board we are not sticking together and where falling apart! Remember we all want the same outcome help, fredom from our doc, support and recovery! Thats what brought us all here. Let remember why were here and when people want help they will seek it out as if there life depended on it. We know it does but until they do we can only listen and help and be supportive! KJ

Luckyv2

I am a Program Person AA/NA! I have not seen anything that should be bothering you. I know that you have helped me out a huge amount of times. Yes it has been very emotional for all of us, and I am sure that it was very emotional for all of YOU when I kept using. I can not change that, I wouldn't change it if I could! Why? Because this last time out, I found out something very important, I learned a huge lesson, and if it wasn't for that, I would be using today.....

So I will give you a NA/AA saying "Rule 62!" Don't be so hard on yourself! I know it isn't easy but it is doable. I am sending tons of good thoughts your way.

Love Vic

PillPopper

The only thing I saw was that 51anna told you to "keep it positive". I believe you were trying to defend bfree4u - that doesn't make you a bad person - not in my book!!! Don't go!

tyler

Take a few deep breaths and stick around girl, we need you here!!

CarolD

I have no idea what you are talking about..
I know you do help others.

Take a quick break

but don't stop sharing!

PaperDolls

BSPGirl, I'm out of the loop on this but I don't want you to go. I hope things get worked out. SR wouldn't be the same without you.

Love,
doll

Hope

I want you to stay. You are always helping others.

You are valuable here.

BSPGirl

I'm staying, no worries. Guess this was my silly strange way to say sorry or something.

GeorgiaPeach

BSP, yesterday was a hard day for all of us, the day before also. Some things got heated and out of hand and I don't think a lot of us even remember what all we said. It is all in the past and that is where it needs to stay. We love you and I for one am glad that you decided to stay. I was NEVER mad at you.

GP

nogard

We do this journey together, forward, full of life.

Kevin

lulu70

Yea!!! I'm so glad you're sticking around. I would hate for the situations that have been happening around here be a reason for a member like you to have to go away!