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Old 02-27-2006, 11:33 AM
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Just For Today Febuary 27

February 27 "Pure" motives


"We examine our actions, reactions, and motives. We often find that
we've been doing better than we've been feeling."

Basic Text, p. 42


Imagine a daily meditation book with this kind of message: "When you
wake up in the morning, before you rise from your bed, take a moment for
reflection. Lie back, gather your thoughts, and consider your plans for
the day. One by one, review the motives behind those plans. If your
motives are not entirely pure, roll over and go back to sleep:' Nonsense,
isn't it?

No matter how long we've been clean, almost all of us have mixed
motives behind almost everything we do. However, that's no reason to put our
lives on hold. We don't have to wait for our motives to become
perfectly pure before we can start living our recovery.

As the program works its way into our lives, we begin acting less
frequently on our more questionable motives. We regularly examine ourselves,
and we talk with our sponsor about what we find. We pray for knowledge
of our Higher Power's will for us, and we seek the power to act on the
knowledge we're given. The result? We don't get perfect, but we do get
better.

We've begun working a spiritual program. We won't ever become spiritual
giants. But if we look at ourselves realistically, we'll probably
realize that we've been doing better than we've been feeling.


Just for today: I will examine myself realistically. I will seek the
power to act on my best motives, and not to act on my worst.

pg. 59
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When you wake up in the morning, before you rise from your bed, take a moment for reflection. Lie back, gather your thoughts, and consider your plans for the day. One by one, review the motives behind those plans. If your motives are not entirely pure, roll over and go back to sleep


No matter how long we've been clean, almost all of us have mixed
motives behind almost everything we do. However, that's no reason to put our lives on hold. We don't have to wait for our motives to become
perfectly pure before we can start living our recovery.

As the program works its way into our lives, we begin acting less
frequently on our more questionable motives. We regularly examine ourselves,
and we talk with our sponsor about what we find. We pray for knowledge
of our Higher Power's will for us, and we seek the power to act on the
knowledge we're given. The result? We don't get perfect, but we do get
better.

I still have soime questionable motives for doing things. Sometimes I even act on my baser motives just to get me somewhere where I need to be so I wind up not acting out on my real horibble motives.. Dunno if this makes any sense to anyone else or not... sometimes i freeze up because I have taken inventory of my motives and I'm afraid I may act on selfishness or greed or envy or some other despicable defect. I have to literally tell myself to step up and get to it regardless because when I am actually in the situation and faced with the choice of acting like the jerk who crawled into NA 15 years ago or the better man I just might be capable of being, I get to practice the spiritual principles to the best of my ability and in the process gain a little better understanding of how to apply them to even more circumstances.

For me this is the walking.. ( the talking) Writing about it, thinking about it, discussing it are all well and good, but when I'm full of what I think is righteous indignation and ready to confront someoene and make them see their lack of humility, (and deep down inside I know I'm off the hook by the knot in my stomach), I get up and to the battle on all the wrong fuel. nearly al the time something happens enroute to sluff away all the hostilities and indignities I think I suffered and I show up right where God wants me to be so he can then grace me with the opportunity to do what he's wanted me to in the first place. ( Which is really all I ever wanted to be anyway.)

Some of the most gracious acts of kindness, forgiveness, and generosity, I've ever seen have come from situations rooted in selfish and inhospitable beginnings.

Does this make any sense?
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