JessicaNAJ

This morning G called at 7:20. I was rushing around trying to get ready for work. My first thought was "Cool. Maybe he's calling to tell me he wanted to come get the kids." Wishful thinking...but not an expectation. I didn't care that he didn't offer..But I wouldn't have let him anyway because it was apparent, from his first words that that was not what he was thinking. I could tell he was drinking or had been.

Anyway, he told me that he would meet me at the sitters to sign the other income tax check.

He was there and he signed it.

We then talked on the phone all the way into work. He was telling me he's been up all night and that he going to call everyone he's been in constant contact with and tell them all they're worthless, to leave him alone b/c all the want is to use his phone, or get a ride...and they are constantly knocking on his door. Which is why he wasn't home b/c they keep bothering him. So where did he go? He's been everywhere.

I don't know why I ask him anything...he just dances around the answer.

I'm done. I have no reason to call him now. The last four days have been hell for me. One day at a time. Each day will make me stronger. Time to take back my life.

Thank you all for being here for me. I'm going to be ok!!!!

splendra

(((Jessica)))

Yes you will be even better than okay. You did good!! Hang in there!!

cwohio

((jess)) you will be fantastic girl!

Pick-a-name

(((Jess)))

gelfling

You make me proud girl...I'm so glad you can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Keep up the good work.

Blessings

JessicaNAJ

AND....I didn't call him all day. I have no reason too

I'm so glad you guys are here for me. Definately unconditional love here.

Pick-a-name

(((Jess)))......doing great!