elizabeth1979

I was a little sad this morning and felt like I needed to cry. So, I did. Oddly, I have been so mad at my mom for so many things in the past, but since she moved away last week, I just really miss her. She's the only one I want to talk to and be around. It was good to talk to her on the phone and I was planning on just buying a ticket or using my frequent flyer miles to go see her for the weekend, but hses really sick and I dont need to catch the flu, so I will wait till shes better.
But I am really happy that I have finally stopped being angry with her. I think it took me getting to this place to really undertand why she did what she did for all those years. She was just trying to help, just like I thought Iwas trying to help.

TexasGirl

Hey SE,
It's seems like you are going through a lot of changes right now. I know it must be hard. It doesn't help now, but after you have some time to adjust to everything happening in your life, you'll feel much better. I know you know this...it's just the now that's hard, right?! Until you get there, know you have friends here to lean on.

elizabeth1979

Yes girl I am!
Im ok with things. Im just happy that I learned to forgive her so
we could have a relationship.
Its comforting to know that
we have forgiven each other for
the past and are working on a relationship thats healthy!

meli2005

Oh, you make me feel sad just reading what you wrote. Give yourself some time to work thru your feelings. You should feel better soon. Have a good cry...