Upstate

Everyday I want to swill and puff. I guess I feel I haven't had enough.
Though I'm not partaking, my mind is aching for a taste of some of that illicit stuff.

Anna

Hi Upstate,

Welcome! I don't know how long you've been sober, but hang in there because things will get better. Of course, it takes a lot of hard work. Not swilling and puffing is only the beginning of the journey. When I stopped drinking I needed to find new ways to deal with life and get through each day without a drink. Take a read around SR and you'll be inspired.