dizzyj

somethings just not right, tell me how deep is your......

he tells me that he cant figure me out. does he realize i havent figured me out either, he just left

nogard

Hey dizzy, I answered your other post, talk to me, whats happeneing? Phone friends, if you can get to a meeting, just dont pick up.

dizzyj

nogard, i dont know ... I - last night he said its up to me if its over

nogard

Thats is tough But your 1st priority is your sobriety, you won't sort anything out if you pick up, so focus on that and deal with the other stuff later on.

dizzyj

As i'm typing hes packing , so what now

nogard

I know that if I pick up, its back to the same old round about except that maybe next time I wont be able to get off!

Do whatever you need to do to NOT pick up, I have suggested a few of the things I do, but anything that works for you and keeps you sober.

nogard

God knows I am not an expert at relationship but how about a calm talk.

hopealwayz

No matter what happens, don't pick up. It won't make anything better, only worse.

dizzyj

Hi, Nogard, Angelhugs

You know what he did he stopped packing, he stood and looked at me, threw everything back in the closet, got in his truck and left. He comes back with a bottle set it in front me and sat down and just stared at me. You know me dip**** that I am I picked it up opened and drank half. Then I thought to myself "Those guys are gonna be pissed at me" i got up and dumped the other half. Went to bathroom and cried.

This morning I decided something "I DONT WANT TO DRINK ANYMORE" (for me)

nogard

Great dizzy, hang in there its only one day at a time