O God I've Missed U!!!
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O God I've Missed U!!!
Helllo everyone!!!!
I have missed you all sooooo much you are always in the back of my mind, anyway my internet is bogus here and i don't think i will be online again until another few weeks.
Some quick fast updates, I crossed 40 days!!!!!!!! Yayy
but.....
had a small slip, and YES u can actually call it small because I am already back on track, taking a lesson from the slip and back on track. It actually helped. I was a little diss. that I couldn't keep such a long count going and that I had to start "over from day 1" again but the lesson is it's not about me keeeping on the track and keeping the fight just to pile on the number of days I can do this, it's not about that at all, it's about living our imperfect lives to the perfectest (!!!) i know, ability and to be able to get bakc on again because that drug is your worst enemy that got the best of me !!!!!
Anyway, enough about me becuase I just want you all to know how much you mean to my little heart!!!!!!!!!
I think about this place everyday and how its helped me live
Much love B
I have missed you all sooooo much you are always in the back of my mind, anyway my internet is bogus here and i don't think i will be online again until another few weeks.
Some quick fast updates, I crossed 40 days!!!!!!!! Yayy
but.....
had a small slip, and YES u can actually call it small because I am already back on track, taking a lesson from the slip and back on track. It actually helped. I was a little diss. that I couldn't keep such a long count going and that I had to start "over from day 1" again but the lesson is it's not about me keeeping on the track and keeping the fight just to pile on the number of days I can do this, it's not about that at all, it's about living our imperfect lives to the perfectest (!!!) i know, ability and to be able to get bakc on again because that drug is your worst enemy that got the best of me !!!!!
Anyway, enough about me becuase I just want you all to know how much you mean to my little heart!!!!!!!!!
I think about this place everyday and how its helped me live
Much love B
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