Trying to find my way home
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Join Date: May 2004
Location: east coast
Posts: 2,440
Trying to find my way home
Hey everyone. It's been a long time since I felt as hopeless as I do right now. I relapsed back in May and haven't been able to pick myself back up yet. I don't understand why I always have to be so dang stupid some times. And to top it all off, I think I have pneumonia (sp) I go to the doctor at 3 30.
I miss it here. I miss sobriety. I was happy a year ago. I want it back! Please pray for me
I miss it here. I miss sobriety. I was happy a year ago. I want it back! Please pray for me
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Join Date: Apr 2004
Location: western canada
Posts: 1,441
Hey Sherbear...
good to see ya... ;o)
yeah..
time to start looking for the higher road entrance eh...
it's right here..
it's good that your taking care of your physicality....
and now.. we'll help ya with the other
blessings on ya...
good to see ya... ;o)
yeah..
time to start looking for the higher road entrance eh...
it's right here..
it's good that your taking care of your physicality....
and now.. we'll help ya with the other
blessings on ya...
Little Girl Found
Join Date: Jun 2004
Location: North Andover, MA
Posts: 567
Welcome back Sherry!
I have faith that you know what to do next...and I pray that you have the openness, honesty and willingness to do it.
We're all here for you!!! Keep logging on, let it all out, don't hold back because that honesty will save your life!
Are you going to f 2 f meetings again?
(((HUGS)))
Danielle
I have faith that you know what to do next...and I pray that you have the openness, honesty and willingness to do it.
We're all here for you!!! Keep logging on, let it all out, don't hold back because that honesty will save your life!
Are you going to f 2 f meetings again?
(((HUGS)))
Danielle
1 bite&all resistance crumbles
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: IRELAND
Posts: 2,208
Sherbear
I'll say a prayer for you tonight...what about faking it til you make it, read some, listen get to a meeting if that's what you do...or don't...take it from me it works...just keep coming back ok? It's great - and a blessing - to see you again.
Please keep posting, you can get it back.
cathy31
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I'll say a prayer for you tonight...what about faking it til you make it, read some, listen get to a meeting if that's what you do...or don't...take it from me it works...just keep coming back ok? It's great - and a blessing - to see you again.
Please keep posting, you can get it back.
cathy31
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take care and please stick around! we'll get through this together!
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Join Date: Jun 2004
Location: brandon man, canada
Posts: 258
Hi sherbear..WELCOME BACK.you gave me encouragement when i came back after falling off a while back and it worked for me i,m on nine months.So get your butt back in gear and try again please 
You're never alone!!
Join Date: May 2003
Location: Wisconsin
Posts: 2,191
Hey Sherbear,
You've already made a couple steps in the right direction, you came back here, AND you've admitted you need more help,, you want what felt so good to you, that you let slip away,, but its ok, you're back home, right where you belong, you can do this, we will all be right here, by your side, when ever you need us,, just give a SHOUT,,
You need to let it all out, post it all hun,, it will help alot.
I'll say a prayer for you,,
love,
Becky
You've already made a couple steps in the right direction, you came back here, AND you've admitted you need more help,, you want what felt so good to you, that you let slip away,, but its ok, you're back home, right where you belong, you can do this, we will all be right here, by your side, when ever you need us,, just give a SHOUT,,
You need to let it all out, post it all hun,, it will help alot.
I'll say a prayer for you,,
love,
Becky
We all need each other.
Join Date: Jul 2004
Location: The road of happy destiny.
Posts: 2,294
(((((((((Sherry))))))))) Where did you go? I am so glad I went past the first page of Newcomers and found your post. I was staying away from here for a little while and totally missed it. We have missed you. I hope you will come back and post some more. Even if you are using, we are here to help. Come on back home, now!!!
Love and hugs to you--
Love and hugs to you--
Dopeless Hope Fiend
Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: anchorage Alaska
Posts: 2,741
I hear you sherbear, and just know that you are not alone..I am right there too and I don't think being stupid has anything to do with it(easy for me to tell you, because I feel stupid too) It is just the nature of the beast..the disease that tells us how we are not worth it..what the f***, I will just use this once,I deserve this..and a million othere lies that deep us enslaved..I personally am so tired of being obsessed with the finding gettin and using part that becomes my life!! No way to live..and a very good way to DIE...I am thinking of you and hope you remain here and continue to find the answer..northbelle
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