tyler

Got hammered tonite. What can I say, ya'll knew it was comming. Oh well. Here's the great part, the thing that put me over the top...my mom ate my alloutte cream cheese!! I was feeling crappy and was going to smoke a cigar on my deck and have some cheese and crackers and she ate the rest of it. Hell, she bought it, it was her's I guess. But I decided it was a good reason to go ahead and get drunk. Good one, huh? Hopefully I got it out of my system, I was fighting it all week and just finally gave in. I guess that's it.

bikewench

Pushed over the brink by cream cheese eh...??

Ya just never know what direction the **** is going to come from some days .. ;o)


And life goes on...

Luckyv2

wow Tyler WTF, well I am not really suprised that anyone goes back out what suprisses me is when people stay. I have no room to talk I went out 5 times the last year but for some reason with SR something is way different. I have been able to be more open here than anywhere. I am glad that you are still here my friend and If I can help even just for you to talk to someone, I am always around in cyber. Peace and I am praying for you and yours. Vic

best

Well for starters you could say... Self listen up.

Starting tomorrow when I wake up with that hangover reminder of why I wanted to stop drinking...Well from this day on I will fight picking up that first one...NO MAtter What

Dust off and see what tomorrow brings. Keep starting over if need be. You will find the answers sooner or later.

Stop trying and the answers will never come.

tyler

I know all of that is true, I'm not going on a binge, this is just a "slip" whatever that means!! I messed up and I'm not going to continue with it!! I hope.

Midas

Glad you came back, Tyler!!

2tough2die

Heya Tyler, glad you're sticking around! Stand up man, and I'm with best on this one ... dust yourself off, check out what tomorrow will bring. You've had some success, so you've know what it tastes like (and it's far better than cheese and crackers!).

We'll be round! And hope you'll be too.

angelgirl

Hey Tyler, I'm just really happy that you made it back to us...
SR would not be the same without you, so stick around. I think this
is it for you buddy. The last drunk, I believe you are finally done... Hang in there...
Love ya, Becky

roadie58

Tyler, please look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself, why did I use, REALLY? In my experience each relapse has a history behind it. I doubt if the cream cheese incident was really enought to make you break your vows. Keep coming back and starting over, it beats the alternative.

slyguy

Recovery is hard!!
I was out last week and for what?
It was the 4th of July..............excuse after excuse is what it was for me.
But today is 6 days straight and it beats the h*ll out of that hangover.
Peace and good luck bro.
Vince

In memory of miracle

((( Tyler )))

Anna

Tyler, come on back onboard and we'll move on.

Love, Anna

quercusalba

"Fall seven times, stand up eight." - that's what I keep telling myself. You can do this thing... welcome back.

thinking of you,
anne

I_am_tj

((((((Tyler)))))))

hopealwayz

As long as you don't quit trying, your miracle will come.

Tyler, keep on moving forward.

Chy

Glad your back, and yup saw it coming, but it doesn't matter your back so what did you learn? *hugs*

Luckyv2

Don't know how to quote things LMAO but You said Tyler "I am not going on a binge, this is just a "slip" whatever that means!!" Well around this land they say that "slip" means that "Sobriety Looses Its Priority" I have to constantly remind myself that this has to be the only thing that matters to me, even when I am down. I know that you have helped me out a lot in the past, but like they say You cant save your face and you you know what at the same time. I am praying for you tyler.

luluabel

((((TYLER)))) glad your back xx

CarolD

OK...Tyler...

What are you planning to do differently?

The only failure is to give up.

babeekj

((Tyler)) Glad you are back.