Struggling a bit last couple of days
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Struggling a bit last couple of days
Hi all, hope everyone is good 🙂
I'm just over 2 months in now and no booze, started university today which was great, job going well and relationship and daughter all good. Going on holiday shortly too
The last 2 days I've had some really aggressive thoughts hitting me about grabbing a drink, not necessarily short cravings but longer periods when I'm just going over and over in my head about planning a future drink. Quite rightly I'm in the process of continously dismissing these thoughts as they come up and "battling" them as nonsense
I've been attending aa online meetings and I'm in touch with a guy from the programme. I have a copy of the big book and I'm reading that although I'm not a massive reader. Right now though (and I do see the benefit of aa) I feel that I need to be looking at a practical, common sense approach to improving my mindset. AA at the minute seems a huge thing to get my head around, I see that it us rooted in the 12 steps and helps with adopting a spiritual element to a person's recovery but I think this all may need to come a little later down the line.
Any advice?
I'm just over 2 months in now and no booze, started university today which was great, job going well and relationship and daughter all good. Going on holiday shortly too
The last 2 days I've had some really aggressive thoughts hitting me about grabbing a drink, not necessarily short cravings but longer periods when I'm just going over and over in my head about planning a future drink. Quite rightly I'm in the process of continously dismissing these thoughts as they come up and "battling" them as nonsense
I've been attending aa online meetings and I'm in touch with a guy from the programme. I have a copy of the big book and I'm reading that although I'm not a massive reader. Right now though (and I do see the benefit of aa) I feel that I need to be looking at a practical, common sense approach to improving my mindset. AA at the minute seems a huge thing to get my head around, I see that it us rooted in the 12 steps and helps with adopting a spiritual element to a person's recovery but I think this all may need to come a little later down the line.
Any advice?
I don't know if you have found a sponsor yet, but that always helps. Also, a big help for me to get out of my own head is coming on here and supporting others that are struggling. You don't have to tender advice, just give encouragement. You're doing a great job and it's awesome you came here to ask for help.
I'd suggest making two lists, one of the positive aspects of drinking, the other of the negative aspects. I did that and the negative list was way longer. It helped me to see the good and bad written down in black and white.
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Hi,
You're still very young in your sobriety. Allow hard/challenging days to come and go without getting too worked up. Some days are going to be harder to get through than others. That's just how it is.
I find that when I immerse myself in things I really love to do - what I'm doing replaces thoughts of drinking and time goes faster. And then some days, I still wind up going to bed at 9:00 p.m. because I want the day to end. I'm six months sober.
You're still very young in your sobriety. Allow hard/challenging days to come and go without getting too worked up. Some days are going to be harder to get through than others. That's just how it is.
I find that when I immerse myself in things I really love to do - what I'm doing replaces thoughts of drinking and time goes faster. And then some days, I still wind up going to bed at 9:00 p.m. because I want the day to end. I'm six months sober.
Two months of sobriety is great and take a moment to pat yourself on the back. Some days are tough and hard to get through, but sticking with your plan and getting through the tough days will make it a bit easier the next time. I always remind myself that the tough days won't last and better days will come along.
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I don't know if you have found a sponsor yet, but that always helps. Also, a big help for me to get out of my own head is coming on here and supporting others that are struggling. You don't have to tender advice, just give encouragement. You're doing a great job and it's awesome you came here to ask for help.
Will give this some consideration and thank you again
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This sounds a great idea and one I will pursue. Thanks!
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Hi,
You're still very young in your sobriety. Allow hard/challenging days to come and go without getting too worked up. Some days are going to be harder to get through than others. That's just how it is.
I find that when I immerse myself in things I really love to do - what I'm doing replaces thoughts of drinking and time goes faster. And then some days, I still wind up going to bed at 9:00 p.m. because I want the day to end. I'm six months sober.
You're still very young in your sobriety. Allow hard/challenging days to come and go without getting too worked up. Some days are going to be harder to get through than others. That's just how it is.
I find that when I immerse myself in things I really love to do - what I'm doing replaces thoughts of drinking and time goes faster. And then some days, I still wind up going to bed at 9:00 p.m. because I want the day to end. I'm six months sober.
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Two months of sobriety is great and take a moment to pat yourself on the back. Some days are tough and hard to get through, but sticking with your plan and getting through the tough days will make it a bit easier the next time. I always remind myself that the tough days won't last and better days will come along.
Hey Stewy
some good ideas and reminders here:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...-recovery.html (101 Helpful Hints For Recovery)
For me acceptance was everything - once I accepted that drinking again would always take me back to the things I never want to experience again, the AV lost a lot of its persuasive powers.
Support helps too - post as much as you need too man
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some good ideas and reminders here:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...-recovery.html (101 Helpful Hints For Recovery)
For me acceptance was everything - once I accepted that drinking again would always take me back to the things I never want to experience again, the AV lost a lot of its persuasive powers.
Support helps too - post as much as you need too man
D
How often are you going to meetings? I've found that the more meetings I go to, the less I have cravings. I am doing 90 in 90. I started about 50 days ago and have made it to about 40-42 meetings. (Progress rather than perfection, haha). And the meetings have really help me calm my mind. Best wishes!
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How often are you going to meetings? I've found that the more meetings I go to, the less I have cravings. I am doing 90 in 90. I started about 50 days ago and have made it to about 40-42 meetings. (Progress rather than perfection, haha). And the meetings have really help me calm my mind. Best wishes!
That same thing happens to me when I have a lot going on or big changes in my schedule. Seems like you have both going for you. Maybe reaffirm your sobriety and ramp up your recovery program even more during this time of change.
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