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Old 03-31-2020, 06:41 AM
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Day 4. On this rollercoaster

First of all I would like to thank everybody for their support and kind words and their information which is very helpful to me right now my head is coming out of the fog a little .i go through waves all the emotions here and then. I'm just focusing on all this being a normal recovery process with time hopefully this season is all in the next few days
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Old 03-31-2020, 08:04 PM
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Hi Bwca just stay with it. The moments are hard but they will pass.
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Old 03-31-2020, 08:18 PM
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Great start bwca - keep going!
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Old 03-31-2020, 08:25 PM
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Old 03-31-2020, 09:31 PM
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Yep, buckle up that seatbelt because recovery really is a rollercoaster ride lol. It does smooth out but there will always be some highs and lows and some loop de loops lol. But stick with it no matter what because it is so worth it. When you are having a bad time remember it WILL pass and when you are having a good time then make sure you enjoy it because that will pass too !

Getting sober and staying sober has been the hardest and yet the most rewarding thing I have ever done for myself. Stay close and don't pick up that first drink no matter what!!
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Welcome Bwca.

This a great place to be. .
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Old 03-31-2020, 11:30 PM
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Nice work, Bwca!
Commitment and effort will help guide you through the tough times.
Stay sober.
Your body and your mind will thank you.
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Welcome bwca.
So today is day 5. Well done.
Keep going and posting your progress.
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Keep on pushing through this! It will be worth it.
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Old 04-01-2020, 03:28 AM
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Old 04-01-2020, 09:43 AM
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Day 5

Day 5 the first few days that would push myself ridiculously hard to do physical activities cut the grass clean the house anything to keep my mind occupied but that end of an exhausting and push me mentally exhausted and physically realize rest prayer drinking plenty of fluids and forcing myself to eat was one of the best decisions that I made after that. Believe me it's been crazy my skin was crawling I thought I had bugs in the house anxiety through the roof overreacting to every situation my poor wife she doesn't understand addiction but now she's starting to see a different me and constantly being positive now and liking who I'm becoming saying the rosary every night really helps and prayer
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Old 04-01-2020, 07:21 PM
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Day 5

Just went through a bout of anxiety and impending doom that was no fun at all anybody have any idea that'll be a reoccurrence
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Old 04-01-2020, 08:17 PM
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I did have several anxiety attacks in early sobriety but they got less intense and more infrequent as time passed.

Just keep eating well, lots of water, plenty of sleep and maybe light exercise.

Box breathing is really good for calming during an attack
Google this and you can even find graphics to follow as you breathe.

You’re doing great. Hang in there and post often if it helps.
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I'm new to this too, but I started feeling sooo much better days 7 & 8. I know it's tough, but just keep moving forward and it keeps getting better. Hang in there.
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Keep up the great work! It is hard but it really does get better with every day. You are brave and strong- you can do this!!
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Old 04-02-2020, 05:26 AM
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You are doing well. Treat yourself as being sick. Even at 5 days. Besides the activity remember to rest, eat nutritious food, seek medical help if needed, keep hydrated, post here often....by you helping yourself is helping others...we are no longer in isolation!
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Old 04-02-2020, 07:05 AM
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Day 5or so

Well last night was probably one of the worst episodes anxiety in Doom took a couple hours to finally relax body feeling very uncomfortable have bouts of itching which makes anxiety worse but I'm trying to understand this just the healing process and it too shall go away. This is a decision I made for myself to never go back but it is like a weight on my shoulders a hard time for me because of everything going on has anybody else had the skin-crawling itchiness today has gotten a lot better doing my best not to focus on it
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