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Old 10-23-2019, 04:40 AM
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3 Weeks sober....Movie night, RAMBO

Been awhile since i posted. Stayed with my mom and brother for my first 3 weeks of sobriety. Last night was my first night back home....where my drinking took place. Was nervous and scared to come back to the place where my drinking started. I cried like a baby, hugging my brother tight and didn't want to let go before he left. This is my first morning here SOBER and i made it through the night. It's gonna be a long road ahead of me, staying sober but i will NOT drink, no matter how i feel. keeping busy, Reading "The Big Book" from my AA meeting, writing in my journal, trying to find hobbies to keep my mind off the drink. ....On a good note.... Went to the Movies with my daughter a few nights ago to see,,,, Rambo Last Blood....It was awesome and felt great to get out and do something instead of being locked in my bedroom drinking every night. I'm a huge Stallone fan so i was so excited to see that movie AND spend some mother and daughter time together. I have'nt done that in a long time. I missed out on so much because of that poison i was putting in my body. ...No more!!!....
Also noticed my skin is brighter and more clear and my eyes are brighter since i quit drinking.
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Brilliant! This is amazing to read. You are doing all the right things. Keep it in the day. Stay close to SR. You never have to drink again.!!

Beautiful photo ❤❤
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Originally Posted by snitch View Post
Brilliant! This is amazing to read. You are doing all the right things. Keep it in the day. Stay close to SR. You never have to drink again.!!

Beautiful photo ❤❤
Thank you snitch! <3
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Beautiful post & pic!
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Beautiful post & pic!
Thank you!.... And i love that quote!
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Amazing job! I’m right behind you, my 3weeks will be on Saturday. What a difference it has made already. We’ve got this!
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Well done, you look great
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Old 10-23-2019, 09:07 AM
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Thank you everyone!!
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Will eat things that would make a billy goat puke.
If you’re going after John Rambo you’re going to need a good supply of body bags!

Glad you enjoyed your time doing healthy productive stuff.
Well done
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Originally Posted by Snowydelrico View Post
He kills things with guns, knives his bare hands.
Will eat things that would make a billy goat puke.
If you’re going after John Rambo you’re going to need a good supply of body bags!

Glad you enjoyed your time doing healthy productive stuff.
Well done
Omg i love Stallone..... love the Rocky movies and Rambo, well all his movies!.... huge Stallone fan!
And thank you Snowy!
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Originally Posted by JazV36 View Post
Amazing job! I’m right behind you, my 3weeks will be on Saturday. What a difference it has made already. We’ve got this!

Thank you! ....yes, i am seeing and feeling different , kinda weird but in a good way. Cant explain it. Just feels, heck i dont know lol! But i like it! been drinking for so long that i forgot what its like to function normal without being drunk off my a** everyday!

And congrats to you for making it almost 3 weeks! We DO got this!
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Well done, you look great
Thanks so much!
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Gorgeous photo! Sparkling.

Great to see you doing so terrifically well Angeleyes.

ps., seeing your photo I think your username really suits you!
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Gorgeous photo! Sparkling.

Great to see you doing so terrifically well Angeleyes.

ps., seeing your photo I think your username really suits you!
Awe thank you Lucinda! .... Angeleyes was my cb handle when i was a teenager, going on truck driving trips all over the US with my dad, whom has passed 8 years ago but still feels like yesterday. we were very close! Still not over that loss but im trying to accept it now that im sober.
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That makes the name even more perfect then!

The passing of a parent is hard I know. I still feel my mother's death keenly and that was around 15yrs ago now. I have made a promise to myself that one of the gifts I shall give myself in sobriety is grief counselling. I don't think the sadness will ever go away (and maybe that is as it should be) but I think I can lower the noise a bit and maybe be able to think of her without it being painful one day. I am waiting until I have more sober time under my belt though as that seems prudent.

Lucinda was chosen because my lovely step-dad has always randomly referred to me as Lucy. But I like to think of myself as a posh gal so I glammed it up a little to Lucinda.

How are you doing today?
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That makes the name even more perfect then!

The passing of a parent is hard I know. I still feel my mother's death keenly and that was around 15yrs ago now. I have made a promise to myself that one of the gifts I shall give myself in sobriety is grief counselling. I don't think the sadness will ever go away (and maybe that is as it should be) but I think I can lower the noise a bit and maybe be able to think of her without it being painful one day. I am waiting until I have more sober time under my belt though as that seems prudent.

Lucinda was chosen because my lovely step-dad has always randomly referred to me as Lucy. But I like to think of myself as a posh gal so I glammed it up a little to Lucinda.

How are you doing today?
I agree with you, i don't think the sadness will ever go away and i don't believe there is a set time line for grieving. It takes some people longer then others to accept the fact that a loved one is no longer in our lives. But they ARE somewhere more beautiful and in peace. And always looking down at us, watching over us. I like to believe that my dad is my guardian angel

Btw, Lucinda is a lovely name

I been awake since 4:30am.... still a bit tired and half asleep lol.... too early to say how i am doing today. But so far....i'm good! Got my coffee and my laptop.... its quiet and peaceful right now. ....How are YOU today?
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You and your daughter are gorgeous. 😊
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You and your daughter are gorgeous. 😊
Thank you Soturi
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I been awake since 4:30am.... still a bit tired and half asleep lol.... too early to say how i am doing today. But so far....i'm good! Got my coffee and my laptop.... its quiet and peaceful right now. ....How are YOU today?
I hope your day stayed peaceful Angeleyes. Day is night/night is day - we are on different times as I am in the UK.

I spent the evening with an old girlfriend who has also quit drinking. She was drinking 2 bottles of wine a night and stopped on her own around 18 months ago after I gave her the Allen Carr book to read. She says I saved her life which is lovely, but I think she did that! It took me another 15 months of messing about to reach the same place. It was lovely to kick back together alcohol-free.
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