4 Times Cooler than the Average 10 year Old!!! 40 days yea!!!!
4 Times Cooler than the Average 10 year Old!!! 40 days yea!!!!
Hit my forty today, feeling amazing!!!
I am exhausted but obvi needed to check in with my SR family and tell you guys how grateful I am to be here today.
In forty days, I have:
Begun repairing my relationships with my family and friends
Gotten a WHOLE new group of sober friends in AA
Been able to enjoy 5 weekends without a hangover and sleeping all day!
Worked out religiously and can see the results and so can others!
Developed a more spiritual practice
Meditate every day
Pray every day
Write a Gratitude list every day
Have a sponsor who knows she is mine!!!
Feel honest with my family
Gotten a job outside of the industry I worked in for 8+ years, beverage
Felt competent and motivated
Started eating healthier
Got a clean bill of health from my doctor
Been able to change my night time habits
Am opening up more to my friends and family every day
Logging on to SR every damn day!!!!
Wow, just 40 days and look at everything that has transpired. I feel so humbled.
Love you all, onward and upward!!!
Night!
Nic
I am exhausted but obvi needed to check in with my SR family and tell you guys how grateful I am to be here today.
In forty days, I have:
Begun repairing my relationships with my family and friends
Gotten a WHOLE new group of sober friends in AA
Been able to enjoy 5 weekends without a hangover and sleeping all day!
Worked out religiously and can see the results and so can others!
Developed a more spiritual practice
Meditate every day
Pray every day
Write a Gratitude list every day
Have a sponsor who knows she is mine!!!
Feel honest with my family
Gotten a job outside of the industry I worked in for 8+ years, beverage
Felt competent and motivated
Started eating healthier
Got a clean bill of health from my doctor
Been able to change my night time habits
Am opening up more to my friends and family every day
Logging on to SR every damn day!!!!
Wow, just 40 days and look at everything that has transpired. I feel so humbled.
Love you all, onward and upward!!!
Night!
Nic
I was/am heavily kindled and I was a mental and physical mess well into 1 year clean.
I relapsed unknowingly for years and years. With each relapse the recovery got worse.
I am still healing from the last binge, 4 plus years ago. Another relapse could take 10 years to bounce out of. I don't have that kind of strength left.
I wouldn't make it out.
I am at least twice as strong as I was 4 years ago, but the crave lurks. I run 1.5 miles in 90 degree heat and am getting a bunch of muscle strength back from years of no fitness regime.
Regardless of my successes the crave waits patiently. It tries to tempt me to drink again. But, it will never succeed.
Coming to sr and getting this therapy keeps me on the right path to never ever ever drinking booze again.
A relapse would likely make me totally insane. For now, I am just a bit crazy. What is the definition of normal anyway. As long as I don't lash out at folks without provocation I should be ok.
Knowing how to deal with the world as a totally sober person has been a learning experience. I am still learning to live this way.
Thanks.
I relapsed unknowingly for years and years. With each relapse the recovery got worse.
I am still healing from the last binge, 4 plus years ago. Another relapse could take 10 years to bounce out of. I don't have that kind of strength left.
I wouldn't make it out.
I am at least twice as strong as I was 4 years ago, but the crave lurks. I run 1.5 miles in 90 degree heat and am getting a bunch of muscle strength back from years of no fitness regime.
Regardless of my successes the crave waits patiently. It tries to tempt me to drink again. But, it will never succeed.
Coming to sr and getting this therapy keeps me on the right path to never ever ever drinking booze again.
A relapse would likely make me totally insane. For now, I am just a bit crazy. What is the definition of normal anyway. As long as I don't lash out at folks without provocation I should be ok.
Knowing how to deal with the world as a totally sober person has been a learning experience. I am still learning to live this way.
Thanks.
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