ulfr

i think i need drink and drugs to face the day and i just want to isolate
too many people care but am not worth caring about am **** really

August252015

Glad you posted- you are definitely worth caring about and we do, just because you are here with us.

Please do anything else but use. Let us know more about what's going on.

Anna

River, I know you have a lot of people who care about you. I hope you get through the day without alcohol/drugs.

january161992

i totally relate

thats why getting to a meeting and being around people and having a program of recovery has been so important for me

brighterday1234

Newbeginning421

You sound exactly like me that is the BPD talking. I would constantly go from hanging out with my friends to cutting contact and not wanting to talk to anyone cause had such a low self image. I think once you start addressing BPD with a psych you will feel 100 times better. I know I do and at the time felt no way I will always feel like this but trust me from someone who 2 months ago was at rock bottom it does get better.

ulfr

Am going to a meeting tonight NA at half 7 pm uk time going to talk to them about my dad as i am missing him its his birthday on the 31st of july he been dead 9 years now need help going to ask someone from my new church if i can get help from them there more trained than my friend but am unsure what he will say about me going to a more modern church

SoberRican

Do anything but use. Not worth it. Just saying. hey when you get to the end of your rope tie a knot and hang on

Dee74

I'm sorry you're struggling still River. Thinking of you

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