I'm so sorry
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I'm so sorry
I've gell off the wagon and completely out of my mind....but here's a cheers.
Sorry to Anna too, I was drinking and don't know, but you've been nothing but compassionate and kind.
https://youtu.be/zRob6pM1vAY
Sorry to Anna too, I was drinking and don't know, but you've been nothing but compassionate and kind.
https://youtu.be/zRob6pM1vAY
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Guys, the truth is I'm still drinking so I may not be on here for a little while, but the support and kindness you give are indespencible. It's more than my family could ever give.
Thank you all for being so kind.
Thank you all for being so kind.
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Hope you come back soon, Caprice! People sharing and being real like you have i this thread help me so deal with this thing on a day-to-day basis. You all are like the piece that was missing from my recovering plan, and we all need all the pieces we can get 
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Appears you would be missed if you didn't touch base. That's extraordinary.
You can't do it alone, and with everyone pulling for each other here, why would you want to?
Stick around, it gets better.
Jules
You can't do it alone, and with everyone pulling for each other here, why would you want to?
Stick around, it gets better.
Jules
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Beautiful dog! Looks totally tuned in to you. Hopefully you didn't relinquish this gorgeous boy? What's his name? He needs you to help with his daily regime. Hope you were able to keep such a wonderful loving companion. Thanks for sharing. Hope you find your way back to sobriety. So much to live for, even our furry family! Please take good care of yourself.
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I'm just so relieved you posted. I wasn't sober when I first came here - but being able to talk things over with those who understood helped me find the courage to stop. I hope you'll stay with us - we care about you, Caprice. 
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Thank you all for your kind words, without you I'd probably keep on drinking, but I will quit this weekend.
I cancelled my appointment with my doctor and she left me a personal VM (voice mail), I'm so sick of feeling ashamed and abandoning my responsibilities.
On that note, Lady, thanks for the dog compliments, his name is Bronx but I have 3. It's really all I manage to do, ever, is take care of my dogs. I could be sweating bullets and shaking like a leaf, but my dogs always come first and will be taken care of. As long as I live and breathe, they are all that matter. My mom thinks it's sick....and if 1 goes well too bad.....she doesn't get it, these are my children, when 1 goes, I won't be alright.
....i digress
I wanna be back but sober, not rambling on...there's so much I need to catch up on.
I cancelled my appointment with my doctor and she left me a personal VM (voice mail), I'm so sick of feeling ashamed and abandoning my responsibilities.
On that note, Lady, thanks for the dog compliments, his name is Bronx but I have 3. It's really all I manage to do, ever, is take care of my dogs. I could be sweating bullets and shaking like a leaf, but my dogs always come first and will be taken care of. As long as I live and breathe, they are all that matter. My mom thinks it's sick....and if 1 goes well too bad.....she doesn't get it, these are my children, when 1 goes, I won't be alright.
....i digress
I wanna be back but sober, not rambling on...there's so much I need to catch up on.
Drinking will make a bad situation worse. Member
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I'm sorry D and everyone else, it (my dogs) wasn't the cause of my relapse, but 1 of my seniors had to get to the ER....and what drama that was.
Then, the job loss didn't even have to do with my drinking ass (for once), they just weren't getting enough business, BUT I had left a thermos filled with alcohol on the last day, and now I don't need to only get that back and my check, but face them again.
Then there's the story of me losing my wallet, it really couldn't have occurred at a better time. All I got is my passport as ID and I gotta find my rental agreement here to prove I am an Ontario resident, even though they know and have seen me for the past 4 years at the Post Office.
Then, the job loss didn't even have to do with my drinking ass (for once), they just weren't getting enough business, BUT I had left a thermos filled with alcohol on the last day, and now I don't need to only get that back and my check, but face them again.
Then there's the story of me losing my wallet, it really couldn't have occurred at a better time. All I got is my passport as ID and I gotta find my rental agreement here to prove I am an Ontario resident, even though they know and have seen me for the past 4 years at the Post Office.
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Hi Caprice,
I’m glad you’re posting, but sorry you’re drinking.
Life can definitely be tough some days, but it’s pretty amazing as well. There are lots of good things to look forward to in sobriety. Hat has helped you stay sober in the past?
I’m glad you’re posting, but sorry you’re drinking.
Life can definitely be tough some days, but it’s pretty amazing as well. There are lots of good things to look forward to in sobriety. Hat has helped you stay sober in the past?
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