Does anyone else judge newcomers in real life?
My only real experience is here at SR.
I've let frustration get to me a time or two in the early days - I think at the root of that frustration was the fear of the relentlessness of this thing and the fear it might take me out one day.
I've also been deathly scared for others and I've let my fear of that temper some of my responses from time to time.
I've been at this a long time now tho I do what I can to help, which is mostly sharing my experience - but I can't walk someone else's journey for them.
I just hope I never forget what it was like cos I think that's a vital part of being helpful or not.
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I've let frustration get to me a time or two in the early days - I think at the root of that frustration was the fear of the relentlessness of this thing and the fear it might take me out one day.
I've also been deathly scared for others and I've let my fear of that temper some of my responses from time to time.
I've been at this a long time now tho I do what I can to help, which is mostly sharing my experience - but I can't walk someone else's journey for them.
I just hope I never forget what it was like cos I think that's a vital part of being helpful or not.
D
Hi. I have judged in the past but try very hard not to anymore. I did that early on in sobriety. What I have learned is that the need to judge often comes from a need to control. “That will never happen to me.” Because I’m strong, in control, etc. underlying this is also fear because we know it could very well happen to us. I was probably the most judgmental when I was feeling weak and it was before a relapse even if I wasn’t conscious of planning it.
The subconscious mind is fascinating!
I now just try to be compassionate and helpful. Being judgmental is a negative mindset.
The subconscious mind is fascinating!
I now just try to be compassionate and helpful. Being judgmental is a negative mindset.
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Your first post here is about resentments and how they are mostly toward people in AA....I think I got that right.
I dunno. I would suggest looking in the mirror and ask why the resentments, why the judgments? Maybe this is more connected to feelings that you have about yourself? Your own self image.
I know I have nooooo place judging anyone. I do at times, but that's on me.
I dunno. I would suggest looking in the mirror and ask why the resentments, why the judgments? Maybe this is more connected to feelings that you have about yourself? Your own self image.
I know I have nooooo place judging anyone. I do at times, but that's on me.
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Your first post here is about resentments and how they are mostly toward people in AA....I think I got that right.
I dunno. I would suggest looking in the mirror and ask why the resentments, why the judgments? Maybe this is more connected to feelings that you have about yourself? Your own self image.
I know I have nooooo place judging anyone. I do at times, but that's on me.
I dunno. I would suggest looking in the mirror and ask why the resentments, why the judgments? Maybe this is more connected to feelings that you have about yourself? Your own self image.
I know I have nooooo place judging anyone. I do at times, but that's on me.
The best solution I have found for being judgmental is to learn more about the people or situations you are judging in the first place. I've seen a large number of people come and go from the recovery community over the years but none of that can "cause" my judgment...only I can make that choice. Think serenity prayer...lots of good things can be learned in this area from those few lines.
In a perfect world we could help everyone including ourselves, unfortunately life is just not like that.
For some AA really isn't for them, just nothing clicks, yet for others it is a life saver.
How can we possibly judge that? Its like saying we should all wear the same size shoes despite the size of our feet.
I do often compare other peoples drinking with my own but that is just a personal thing with a bit of learning thrown in as well.
For some AA really isn't for them, just nothing clicks, yet for others it is a life saver.
How can we possibly judge that? Its like saying we should all wear the same size shoes despite the size of our feet.
I do often compare other peoples drinking with my own but that is just a personal thing with a bit of learning thrown in as well.
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