14 days today...and the craziest nightmares
14 days today...and the craziest nightmares
Today I will have been sober for 14 days! I’ve been feeling a lot better, and have felt myself turning my nose to alcohol. I used to worship the stuff! Sobriety has felt good, but I have been having the craziest dreams. I dreamt last night that I was covered in miniature vodka bottles, and that I was smoking weed. I wasn’t a smoker which is weird. I felt absolutely terrible having that feeling of going back to an unstable drunk. It was a reminder that I don’t want to go back!
If I have a drinking dream, I wake up and don't like that I had it, but I do not worry over it. It may take a while to shake some of those feelings off, but it doesn't mean to me that I'm on the verge of relapse. After I drank for so long, a lot of my memories are wound up in those actions, and my subconscious is pulling from a great deal of history. Posting here is a fine way to help get it off your mind.
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