ulfr

Sorry i havent been around much ...things are hard right now
i want to drink myself to death or closes too death what ever comes first
am beyond caring ,av asked for help until am blue in the face , there not helping me at all, my psych has done nothing to help me
on Tuesday i tired to smash my head into a glass door to make the flashbacks stop ....i was stopped by friends from doing it and was unhurt
i cant do this anymore without using or drinking ...beside death or a coma ...am sitting with the flashbacks there going over and over
my friend has been through the same but her psych gave her meds to stop her flashbacks my psych has never told me about this drug she just wants me to suffer or she dont believe me ... whats the ******* point they dont want to help me so **** them am done
they have pushed me too far am gone this is my last post here i will not be answering ...i hope to die ...

ReadyAtLast

I am sorry you are suffering so much is it possible to see a different Doctor . Or go to the ER.

Dee74

I'm sorry that you don't feel you're getting the help you need Serenity River.
Is your husband close by? what does he think?

D

ulfr

Av tried another dr i have tried to get help its ******* nhs you get whats given to you
if i could get a gun i would kill myself by now
this isnt fun this isnt living i cant live sober i cant live with this **** any longer if i could end it right now i would
they will not help me so i will help myself by no longer being here ........enough is enough

Doris47

This makes me so sad to read this 😢, I understand your desperation,I think we all do to some extent. Please please please, hang in there. Keep talking, your not alone my friend, my thoughts and prayers are with you today. 🙏💖 xx

sweetichick

Don't kill yourself. Keep seeing different psychiatrist s till they find the right medication. You are worth it. Don't give up.

Suzieq17

You are worth it. Please fight for you and your life. Go to the doctor and ask for the help you need and don’t stop until you get what you need to make you better. The world needs you to get better and be a light for others.

ulfr

talked with my new sponsor she was great am going to a meeting today at 1pm
she will be there hopefully the meeting helps ...av got a drs appointment with my gp see what she says the flashbacks are really getting me feel like i cant breathe HALT angry yes at my psych but she may have her reasons for not giving me the meds looking back on it now i understand my friend mental health is differnt from mine

sorry for worrying you all

Purplrks3647

That's so good to hear Serenity ~ a second or third, etc opinion sounds like a good idea

Glad you have plans to go to a meeting ~ I need to get to one too, darn it! Thanks for the reminder

Stay close

Doris47

Don't ever be sorry, we are all in it together. Stay strong my friend 🙏💖

Anna

I'm glad you're feeling better now, Serenity. I hope you can relax and take care of yourself.

Doris47

Just checking in to see how you are, and to remind you ,you are not alone . Much love 🙏

ulfr

am doing ok ...meetings and talking with my husband and sponsor really helped me feeling better today new day new start
today am watch football with a friend then a meeting i hope you are all doing ok

Doris47

I'm so pleased that you are feeling more positive 😀. Keep posting, keep reading. We are right by your side. Much love to you 🙏

Purplrks3647

Delilah1

I'm glad you are feeling better today Serenity. I'm also glad you found a sponsor who helped.❤️

Midwest1981

Serenity- I am glad you are feeling better. Please keep checking in! Things will get better if you keep fighting.

mariposa

yinzer

Glad to here you are doing better. Keep doing what works and keep checking in.