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11-03-2018, 11:10 PM

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labgirl

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Day 6 ruined

Day 6 no more. BF brought in the poinint which I was glad to see. Needless to say this turned into more and now I'm cowarding in the corner of the living room being told of how worthless I am and why I need to just die. Why be sober in what I've created here? I'm so done. Sorry to vent but needed some one please

11-03-2018, 11:36 PM

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doggonecarl

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All you can do is start over.

Perhaps with some face to face support?

11-03-2018, 11:36 PM

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Dee74

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Its difficult to stay clean and sober and even more so when you have someone bringing in stuff and then berating you for it.

But you had 6 days - you can do this

The bottom line is tho - you'll never get out of this relationship (or improve it if that's what you want) while you're drinking.

A vote for change is also a vote for not drinking - no matter what.

I hope you'll not lose heart and be back here tomorrow labgirl

11-03-2018, 11:48 PM

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kiki26

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I am sorry you are feeling this way. I have been there. The feelings of worthlessness can be overwhelming. Everyday in my drinking, I would hope I wouldn’t wake up in the morning. I would pray for it, a lot. I haven’t thought that way even once, in the last 46 days, and the only thing that has changed is I’ve stopped drinking. Tomorrow is a new day

11-04-2018, 11:58 AM

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Minerva99

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Anyone who tells you that you are worthless and need to die is as bad for you as any substance.

11-04-2018, 01:28 PM

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Anna

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No one, no one, has any right to speak to you like that. It will be extremely difficult for you to heal when you are living with abuse. I hope that you stop drinking and free yourself from your abusive situation:

Domestic Abuse Defined

http://www.thehotline.org/is-this-abuse/abuse-defined/

International Directory of Domestic Violence Agencies

Abuse information and support for every woman and every girl on Earth
Home « HotPeachPages International

National Domestic Abuse Hotline (US)
http://www.thehotline.org/

Canada
Canada: domestic violence information « HotPeachPages International

UK: call Women’s Aid at 0808 2000 247.
https://www.qld.gov.au/community/get...-getting-help/
call 1800RESPECT at 1800 737 732.
Worldwide: visit International Directory of Domestic Violence Agencies for a global list of helplines and crisis center
Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network
800-655-Hope

11-04-2018, 01:41 PM

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entropy1964

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I don't know the living situation but sounds like there's a need to eliminate both the booze and the boyfriend that brings it.

11-04-2018, 02:15 PM

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Hevyn

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I agree, there's no excuse for that treatment. Labgirl I hope you will give sobriety another try - you need a clear head to deal with this toxic situation. We are all here for you - please don't give up on a better life.