When I think back
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Join Date: Sep 2018
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When I think back
3 months ago , I'm thinking about the horrible mornings I used to have , the sickness , that blankness in my head as to previous day , checking pockets for cash for the day ahead , heading to off license knowing this is wrong but my feet are still moving towards the off licence , I can t see myself going back to that. For the sake of been a bit lonely and bored at times , it's a small price to pay . Thanks all
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Join Date: Feb 2015
Location: MN
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Way to go on 3 months. Your post resonates with me because lately I've thought about the things I used to endure on the weekends of drinking. Its been 3 years since I threw up my morning coffee, felt like my heart was beating out of my chest, legs and hands so shaky all I could do is sit in a chair. DROVE with alcohol in my system and lastly not slept for 1-2 nights straight.
Keep going, it gets better with more sober time. 
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Great post, Kid. We put ourselves through so much pain & suffering, thinking we're making life more bearable. I thought it was a way to cope - I couldn't have been more wrong. Be proud of yourself for those hard-earned 3 months. 
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