Relapsed after 9 Months. Lost My Job + Fiancee has Cancer
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Relapsed after 9 Months. Lost My Job + Fiancee has Cancer
Hello , 3rd time around in 30 years. Im 55 and Relapsed back on Beer , Porn and a little Coke. had 9 months. Emailed my work and admitted I relapsed. They came and took my co car. Today my Fiance told me she has Cancer. Dazed and Confused. Stopped both 2 days now. Lost and Alone
I'm sorry for your relapse and for the bad news Last Roll.
Maybe the timing is kind of a weird blessing in disguise - your fiancee might need your full support now?
as for yourself, you will find support, understanding and some good ideas here.
welcome,
D
Maybe the timing is kind of a weird blessing in disguise - your fiancee might need your full support now?
as for yourself, you will find support, understanding and some good ideas here.
welcome,
D
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Hey LastRoll.
I'm so sorry to hear about this. I also relapsed after a few years sober and had some losses as a result.
All I know is that if I keep going, I will just continue to lose whatever I have left.
Thinking of you.
I'm so sorry to hear about this. I also relapsed after a few years sober and had some losses as a result.
All I know is that if I keep going, I will just continue to lose whatever I have left.
Thinking of you.
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Thank You Aardvajk
Appreciate the love big time. i had 11 Year 10 months and 10 days last year. Had a major health scare last Oct . I stopped working it So true it doesnt work if you dont work it. I was and even more so now spiritualy bankrupt. I emailed my work on Monday. Who stuck by me after I got soner again since Jan 1 2018. That I relapsed. No contact since I am getting ready to call my sponsor.
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Thanks Michael
Yes its Leukemia and her blood cells are off the charts. Beautiful Woman inside and out. Here I am sitting here blowing out my job and relapsing. im calling my sponsor and want to go to a meeting. Appreciate it. Thanks
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Not sure if I have another sobriety in me 4th time in 31 yrs. I do have my faith and trust in Gods Will not mine. Need to let him take over the wheel. Back of the bus...
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Seeing Doctor and Therapist Today
Thanks Ayers Appreciate it. One Day At A Time. Today is rough reality setting in. but No desire to drink. AA Tonight. Thanks
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Hi she went back to dox today. She is very positive (Normy lol with a heart if gold) but we were saying goodnight last night. She told me hold on and she was getting sick. Brutal seeing her this weekend. We do know its a very slow moving type. if thats any solice. We both have all our Faith and Trust in Gods Will. Thanks
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I'm sorry for all that you are going through. I see the opportunity here for you to be sober and strong and for your fiancé who will need your support. I'm glad you're back on track.
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