So much shame.. So much hope..
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So much shame.. So much hope..
I hope the third times a charm. I write to you embarrassed that I’ve slipped and have drank again over the last week +
Like last time, it started small and reasonable but easily grew. It’s true. People with addiction cannot go halfway and enjoy responsibly. I’m so sorry all.
I’m having a feeling of hopelessness for myself. All my negative thoughts have rushed back, a lot of symptoms that were clearing have rushed back, and I hate it 😢
I’m going to need this forum badly, but I’ve also never been so motivated: my end-all reason for wanting to kick this habit is true. She is pregnant! I’m elated, and yet worried because of how I’ve struggled.
I’m so disappointed in myself for the last week and a half or so, now that I’m a part of this forum I feel like I’ve let others down, but this has to be it.. it just has to.
Like last time, it started small and reasonable but easily grew. It’s true. People with addiction cannot go halfway and enjoy responsibly. I’m so sorry all.
I’m having a feeling of hopelessness for myself. All my negative thoughts have rushed back, a lot of symptoms that were clearing have rushed back, and I hate it 😢
I’m going to need this forum badly, but I’ve also never been so motivated: my end-all reason for wanting to kick this habit is true. She is pregnant! I’m elated, and yet worried because of how I’ve struggled.
I’m so disappointed in myself for the last week and a half or so, now that I’m a part of this forum I feel like I’ve let others down, but this has to be it.. it just has to.
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