they lie
Earth Child
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they lie
i think am unwell ...too scared to say anything...dont want to upset my husband...voices telling me to kill myself ...told me to get a gun or hang myself ...the medication i take dont make the voices go away it only calms me down and i have had todays ones my husband is playing games with an online friend i dont want to stop him from talking to him as it the first time in a while since they played together
the voices want me dead ...to be with my dad ...with Jesus...no amount of meds are going to stop them am non treatable they just give me meds to calm down ...i cant stop them the voices say i can stop them with drink / drugs they lie
the voices want me dead ...to be with my dad ...with Jesus...no amount of meds are going to stop them am non treatable they just give me meds to calm down ...i cant stop them the voices say i can stop them with drink / drugs they lie
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Hi GMS I think it's vital you tell your husband how you're feeling, or get yourself to hospital.
You're more important than any video game
The idea that nothing can help you with the voices is untrue.
You've had long periods of time where you haven't been bothered, and you will get there again
I think, right now though, you need professional medical help.
D
You're more important than any video game
The idea that nothing can help you with the voices is untrue.
You've had long periods of time where you haven't been bothered, and you will get there again
I think, right now though, you need professional medical help.
D
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Originally Posted by GrantMeSerenity 
i think am unwell ...too scared to say anything...dont want to upset my husband...voices telling me to kill myself ...told me to get a gun or hang myself ...the medication i take dont make the voices go away it only calms me down and i have had todays ones my husband is playing games with an online friend i dont want to stop him from talking to him as it the first time in a while since they played together
the voices want me dead ...to be with my dad ...with Jesus...no amount of meds are going to stop them am non treatable they just give me meds to calm down ...i cant stop them the voices say i can stop them with drink / drugs they lie
the voices want me dead ...to be with my dad ...with Jesus...no amount of meds are going to stop them am non treatable they just give me meds to calm down ...i cant stop them the voices say i can stop them with drink / drugs they lie
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Just saw you are in scotland, this link may help x https://www.supportinmindscotland.or...lp-in-a-crisis
Earth Child
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Am OK just unwell I see my psych in June see my Dr in a few weeks I'll be OK just too much in my head am crazy going to an aa meeting with my friend husband with me sorry worried you all am evil
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GMS, you are not evil, and I'm glad you posted.
It's important to reach out to your husband, your doctors and counsellors when you feel this way. I hope that you can find some peace.
It's important to reach out to your husband, your doctors and counsellors when you feel this way. I hope that you can find some peace.
saoutchik
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I'm glad you went to a meeting GMS. You are not evil. Just keep on at your GP ie describe what you are going through - if they do not hear from you they tend to assume that everything is working well which is human nature unfortunately.
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