Day 29. Whoa!!
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Day 29. Whoa!!
I will hit my one month mark on Saturday. This has been the longest I have been sober since I was 15. I'm 28.
I started really hitting the bottle hard around 22. It went from a bottle of wine to a half pint of vodka, and finally, a pint or more of vodka every night for the last three or so years.
I started seeing a therapist, and after our first meeting, he suggested I consider outpatient treatment programs to detox safely. It scared the **** out of me. So I decided to stop myself to see if I could do it. I understand the dangers of doing this without medical assistance, but nothing terrible happened . . . this time.
Now, almost one month sober, the thought of drinking scares me a lot. My therapist seems shocked that I was able to just stop. But I didn't "just stop." It has taken me years of continuous thought and self-reflection to get here. I genuinely do not want to pick up the bottle, but the thought that I could lingers in the back of my mind. I am afraid I am in a honeymoon period where my motivation behind not drinking is peaking, and that I may forget my reasons.
I write every morning in a journal to remind myself why this is important. It's probably my greatest coping mechanism, and right now, it works for me.
Can any of you share what helps you to stay sober? I want to keep this going.
I started really hitting the bottle hard around 22. It went from a bottle of wine to a half pint of vodka, and finally, a pint or more of vodka every night for the last three or so years.
I started seeing a therapist, and after our first meeting, he suggested I consider outpatient treatment programs to detox safely. It scared the **** out of me. So I decided to stop myself to see if I could do it. I understand the dangers of doing this without medical assistance, but nothing terrible happened . . . this time.
Now, almost one month sober, the thought of drinking scares me a lot. My therapist seems shocked that I was able to just stop. But I didn't "just stop." It has taken me years of continuous thought and self-reflection to get here. I genuinely do not want to pick up the bottle, but the thought that I could lingers in the back of my mind. I am afraid I am in a honeymoon period where my motivation behind not drinking is peaking, and that I may forget my reasons.
I write every morning in a journal to remind myself why this is important. It's probably my greatest coping mechanism, and right now, it works for me.
Can any of you share what helps you to stay sober? I want to keep this going.
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I will hit my one month mark on Saturday. This has been the longest I have been sober since I was 15. I'm 28.
I started really hitting the bottle hard around 22. It went from a bottle of wine to a half pint of vodka, and finally, a pint or more of vodka every night for the last three or so years.
I started seeing a therapist, and after our first meeting, he suggested I consider outpatient treatment programs to detox safely. It scared the **** out of me. So I decided to stop myself to see if I could do it. I understand the dangers of doing this without medical assistance, but nothing terrible happened . . . this time.
Now, almost one month sober, the thought of drinking scares me a lot. My therapist seems shocked that I was able to just stop. But I didn't "just stop." It has taken me years of continuous thought and self-reflection to get here. I genuinely do not want to pick up the bottle, but the thought that I could lingers in the back of my mind. I am afraid I am in a honeymoon period where my motivation behind not drinking is peaking, and that I may forget my reasons.
I write every morning in a journal to remind myself why this is important. It's probably my greatest coping mechanism, and right now, it works for me.
Can any of you share what helps you to stay sober? I want to keep this going.
I started really hitting the bottle hard around 22. It went from a bottle of wine to a half pint of vodka, and finally, a pint or more of vodka every night for the last three or so years.
I started seeing a therapist, and after our first meeting, he suggested I consider outpatient treatment programs to detox safely. It scared the **** out of me. So I decided to stop myself to see if I could do it. I understand the dangers of doing this without medical assistance, but nothing terrible happened . . . this time.
Now, almost one month sober, the thought of drinking scares me a lot. My therapist seems shocked that I was able to just stop. But I didn't "just stop." It has taken me years of continuous thought and self-reflection to get here. I genuinely do not want to pick up the bottle, but the thought that I could lingers in the back of my mind. I am afraid I am in a honeymoon period where my motivation behind not drinking is peaking, and that I may forget my reasons.
I write every morning in a journal to remind myself why this is important. It's probably my greatest coping mechanism, and right now, it works for me.
Can any of you share what helps you to stay sober? I want to keep this going.
In a word, goals. Those things you forgot about when your self image was that of a worthless drunk--although you may not have recognized it at the time. Goals give you something to chip away at and work well with the whole one-day-at-a-time concept...for me, anyway. After several months you will look back and wonder why in the H you almost gave up on yourself all those years when you were underneath the bottle.
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