Christmas AV
I am a visual person, Rainy, so here’s what I do.
I visualize my craving as a monster.
Not a scary one.
It’s actually kind of cute, like a Monsters Inc creature.
But it’s a monster, nonetheless. With teeth and claws.
I pick it up and none too gently put it in a box.
The box has airholes.
I’m not inhumane, after all.
I lock the box and shove way back in the deepest closet I have.
I can’t hear it, I can’t see it.
My monster is under my control.
Yah, I know.
Kinda woo woo, but it works for me.
Peace. Merry Xmas.
I visualize my craving as a monster.
Not a scary one.
It’s actually kind of cute, like a Monsters Inc creature.
But it’s a monster, nonetheless. With teeth and claws.
I pick it up and none too gently put it in a box.
The box has airholes.
I’m not inhumane, after all.
I lock the box and shove way back in the deepest closet I have.
I can’t hear it, I can’t see it.
My monster is under my control.
Yah, I know.
Kinda woo woo, but it works for me.
Peace. Merry Xmas.
I do this also. It was one of the first breakthroughs I had here at SR. I had gotten the crap kicked out of me by that voice in my head for as long as I could remember. This notion that I could 'put it in a box', that I could exert executive authority and control over my AV, was mind blowing to me.
Now it is just a matter of routine. I barely think about it anymore, but this reminded me how powerful that first realization was.
Now it is just a matter of routine. I barely think about it anymore, but this reminded me how powerful that first realization was.
Thanks Rainy! My AV has been an utter pain in the arse today. Especially while cooking Christmas dinner. I have now slain the beast with a 3000 calorie dinner. Even if I wanted to drink now, there is literally no space. Hahaha!! Stuff you AV 😜
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