Dodged the bullet
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Join Date: Jul 2012
Location: kolkata, india
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Dodged the bullet
Today is my day 3. I had to go out to buy things for my daughter's craft project. I was so afraid to go out cause I was sure that I wud go straight to liquor store and buy my drink. The entire way I kept on reminding me y I took the step of quitting. I kept on reminding myself how I wud feel next morning and what a failure and a useless of a person I wud think I am. Before leaving the house I prayed so badly. Then I went out and did it. I bought the things. Chatted with the store keeper deliberately to take my mind off addiction. Came back home straight. Now I am drinking a mug of green tea. I hope this night passes in sobriety.
I hope I never have to pick up a drink again. I hope I can make it thru day 3.
I hope I never have to pick up a drink again. I hope I can make it thru day 3.
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Join Date: Nov 2017
Location: Kalamazoo, MI
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I’m on day 3 as well. As I’m sitting here writing this I’m trying to not get in my car and drive to get a drink. I found myself today thinking I can just have one and that’s it. I’m trying to convince myself to drink. This is the hardest night yet. I should just go to bed and hope this night passes.
Proud of you for getting to Day 4. Those first few days are very rough. I'm glad you posted when you were tempted - it helps to talk it over. You should begin to feel less anxious soon - you're on your way to getting free of it.
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Join Date: Nov 2017
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Just remember, you're going through the crappy part of quitting. Get through today, without taking a drink, I'm assuming that you're closing in on day four. Remember, there are many suffering who wish they could have 3 days sober. Stay strong, as crappy as the first few days are, you know what happens if you go back, it's never good. I essentially bought stock in Wrigley's gum for the first few weeks, and tried to do something different during my "drinking time." This site has been a great help. I log in everyday and find something to remind me of the great things about not being in a funk or worse, a stupor.
its the 1st drink that gets us drunk not the 20th
we cant get drunk without that 1st drink
our choice is between miserable unhappy drunken drinking and all the consequences
or
not taking 1 drink
God bless
we cant get drunk without that 1st drink
our choice is between miserable unhappy drunken drinking and all the consequences
or
not taking 1 drink
God bless
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