Having a hard time lately.
Samantha
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Join Date: Sep 2017
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Having a hard time lately.
I was doing really well for a couple of months but then it all fell through.
I’m having a hard time staying sober and I really want to.
I feel depressed and anxious from blacking out. I’m sad because I failed. Same old same old.
I’m having a hard time staying sober and I really want to.
I feel depressed and anxious from blacking out. I’m sad because I failed. Same old same old.
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Join Date: Oct 2017
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Welcome back Anarock,
I know the feeling all too well. I absolutely hate the feeling of awakening the morning after a blackout. It turned into my own personal hell.
You have not failed though. You want to stay sober thats a big part. Get back up on the horse. You can do this.
I know the feeling all too well. I absolutely hate the feeling of awakening the morning after a blackout. It turned into my own personal hell.
You have not failed though. You want to stay sober thats a big part. Get back up on the horse. You can do this.
Sometimes it takes alot of Day 1's to eventually get to the point where you have had enough. Don't get down on yourself. There will be a final Day 1 where you have really made the committment to stop drinking for good. Keep trying and making better recovery plans. You can do this!
Samantha
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Join Date: Sep 2017
Posts: 2,031
Sometimes it takes alot of Day 1's to eventually get to the point where you have had enough. Don't get down on yourself. There will be a final Day 1 where you have really made the committment to stop drinking for good. Keep trying and making better recovery plans. You can do this!
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It always comes back to this for me too. I kept convincing myself that I can drink and get away with it but in my heart I know the truth.
If I stay sober then I wont have to try and get sober again. But it is difficult since I have not been sober the majority of my life. At this point I just gotta try to make it to bed tonight sober.
I can deal with tomorrow when it gets here.
If I stay sober then I wont have to try and get sober again. But it is difficult since I have not been sober the majority of my life. At this point I just gotta try to make it to bed tonight sober.
I can deal with tomorrow when it gets here.
Samantha
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Join Date: Sep 2017
Posts: 2,031
It always comes back to this for me too. I kept convincing myself that I can drink and get away with it but in my heart I know the truth.
If I stay sober then I wont have to try and get sober again. But it is difficult since I have not been sober the majority of my life. At this point I just gotta try to make it to bed tonight sober.
I can deal with tomorrow when it gets here.
If I stay sober then I wont have to try and get sober again. But it is difficult since I have not been sober the majority of my life. At this point I just gotta try to make it to bed tonight sober.
I can deal with tomorrow when it gets here.
I hate blackouts. I hate knowing I messed up.
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