The 13th is approaching
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The 13th is approaching
Ughh SORRY to moan again and I know this is STUPID but the 13th is approaching and my ocd is kicking off!
I just have to bunker down and ride this out! Ive been trying to avoid the calendar so I could let it go on by but I messed up.
I just have to bunker down and ride this out! Ive been trying to avoid the calendar so I could let it go on by but I messed up.
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Originally Posted by DarklingSong 
Take care. Its hard when the mind plays tricks on you. I know you know this but....its only a thought, it can't hurt you.
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Originally Posted by Delizadee
Hey Chilled, sorry if I have missed it, but would talking out the issue on here a little bit help do you think?
I don't know all what is bothering you, but you know we are here.
I don't know all what is bothering you, but you know we are here.
I have to ride it out.
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It's all getting outta hand inside my mind and I can't help but feel that professional help has arrived too late, I just feel utterly destroyed inside my mind and can barely have the strength to survive!
I genuinely don't wish to be around anymore, just want The Lord to take me home now!
I genuinely don't wish to be around anymore, just want The Lord to take me home now!
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I actually had it all planned out and that gave me a beautiful peace inside BUT then I had an ocd thought about hell etc so now I feel TRAPPED inside if this nightmare!
Sorry ive just had enough!
Sorry ive just had enough!
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Having no experience with this, I'm also curious to hear about what it's like.
Perhaps it could help you (and enlighten us) to describe it?
(could also help your fellow sufferers...as I'm sure you're not alone in this)
Perhaps it could help you (and enlighten us) to describe it?
(could also help your fellow sufferers...as I'm sure you're not alone in this)
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Originally Posted by columbus
Having no experience with this, I'm also curious to hear about what it's like.
Perhaps it could help you (and enlighten us) to describe it?
Perhaps it could help you (and enlighten us) to describe it?
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Hey Chilled is there a number you can call, people to talk to? Even of its the Samaritans or something?
If you're around 30ish you've already gotten through over a 300 13ths...it might not help with the OCD to know that - but man...you CAN get through this - you've done it before
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If you're around 30ish you've already gotten through over a 300 13ths...it might not help with the OCD to know that - but man...you CAN get through this - you've done it before
D
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Originally Posted by Dee74
Hey Chilled is there a number you can call, people to talk to? Even of its the Samaritans or something?
If you're around 30ish you've already gotten through over a 300 13ths...it might not help with the OCD to know that - but man...you CAN get through this - you've done it before
D
If you're around 30ish you've already gotten through over a 300 13ths...it might not help with the OCD to know that - but man...you CAN get through this - you've done it before
D
And I will NOT live in a mental home at 31 years old no way, I will simply refuse this condition.
I am in a constant state of fear all the time, I feel like im floating outside of my body all the time and the world around me is a dream world and im screaming inside.
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