sweetichick

I got back in contact with my sponsor and she is taking me to a meeting tonight. If I drink again I'm dead. Yesterday I was literally on the verge of collapse all day. I get paid tomorrow and are scared I will pick up a drink.

time2shineagain

A meeting sounds like a great idea. I'm on day one again after 10 days sober and feeling pretty low, so no advice, just wanted to wish you well!

soberandhonest

Four days is a great start! Keep it up!

sweetichick

Thanks time2shine and soberhonest

bigsombrero

No, you won't pick up a drink. Because you're starting a new way of life - a clean, healthy way of life that will be full of freedom and happiness! You'll be so proud of yourself if you stay home and have a "regular boring weekday". Trust me, it'll feel great to wake up the next morning feeling free and clear!

MariahGayle

Thoughts of strength & love to you sweet chick....you are not alone in this!

sweetichick

Thanks MG and bigsombrero it's going to be a new experience not drinking on payday. Looking forward to waking up Wed morning with a clear head!

PhoenixJ

tell us how the meeting went

NoDramaMama

Good Job!! Keep it up, call people, go to meetings, You can do it!

Soberwolf

Good job

Dee74

When the alternative is a slow decline into death, I think you'll save your money tomorrow sweetichick.

I have faith in you to do the right thing

D

sweetichick

The meeting went really well. I think I misjudged my sponsor. She really is just trying to help.

Dee74

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ahealthylife

I am day 4 too. 🙂 Keep going. Use the saved money to treat yourself in some other way (or catch up on a bill haha).

sweetichick

Hey healthy life you keep at it too. We can encourage each other.

SoberTyger

I am on day 4 too. You have my support. I am sure we can do it

gregknight

Great job, sweet! I also found that my best motivation is in realizing that it's either sobriety.....or death. We can do this together!

sweetichick

Hey sobertyga we definitely can support each other

sweetichick

Hey Greg Knight they actually discuss Ed that at the meeting, the choice between sobriety or death. I know what I am picking.