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Old 04-22-2017, 12:25 PM
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That voice is back ffs..

"........niggle, niggle, niggle....you'll be alright lad, just a few, no hard stuff, just stick to bitters and ipa's (halves if you need to), your mates are all in the pub now having a laugh, its been a beautifully sunny day, you've done a massive ride today, cycled all over Lancs. today you have, feels like we're back at University, play the sports, hammer the ale and chase the jolly japes, you've got a bit of a glow on from the sun, all showered and changed, looking alright...you never know, there might be a few girls knocking about....go on lad, don't be soft, you've got another ride on at 9.30 in the morning, you'll be alright....all those times we've rolled like that years ago, sports, work or whatever....come on you *****....lets roll"

Ceaseless it is...I've eaten, even anchovies which normally laser the taste buds haven't worked on my anticipation of a decent beer, tried to speak to someone but no one about...tried a shower ......taken a walk...put some music on....tried a bit of self loving.........still there, niggle, niggle, niggle.............just got to hang in for a few hours...8.30 here now....want to be immersed in tiredness and get to bed.....******* Saturday evenings, always the same though this one tonight is a bastard
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Old 04-22-2017, 12:27 PM
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Stick with us tonight we'll get you through - play the tape my friend
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Old 04-22-2017, 12:31 PM
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I've played it forwards........ same as it ever was
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Old 04-22-2017, 12:34 PM
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Same ! It can bugger off though ! We win tonight

Tomorrow we carry on stronger I say !
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Old 04-22-2017, 12:35 PM
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Same ! It can bugger off though ! We win tonight

Tomorrow we carry on stronger I say !
sounds good does a win tonight
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Stay strong Kristoff. You quit for a reason.
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Old 04-22-2017, 06:00 PM
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Have you tried all the tips here Kristoff?

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-cravings.html

sometimes when all else failed, I'd get busy, productive - sitting there on the couch or whatever grappling with desire is no good for anyone.

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Old 04-22-2017, 06:04 PM
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Way to post here first!!! Screw that little voice. It can f*** off. Stay strong!
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Old 04-22-2017, 06:05 PM
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You can do it kristoff. Your tough and can get through this. I would always laugh at my AV it can't make you do what you don't want to do my friend
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Old 04-23-2017, 12:38 AM
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Way to post here first!!! Screw that little voice. It can f*** off. Stay strong!
made it over that hump thank ****.......its the first time when the cravings and desire to socialise have been that bad that I've posted or reached out....normally I just struggle a while, then concede and get kettled .......I did call an AA mate too ....your post and other on here got me over it, thanks for that all....(two picnic bars, a flake, half an easter egg and a chunky kit kat helped too...felt sick, completely vapourised thoughts of putting ale on top ...not sure that's in the big book, but its in mine )
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Old 04-23-2017, 12:46 AM
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made it over that hump thank ****.......its the first time when the cravings and desire to socialise have been that bad that I've posted or reached out....normally I just struggle a while, then concede and get kettled .......I did call an AA mate too ....your post and other on here got me over it, thanks for that all....(two picnic bars, a flake, half an easter egg and a chunky kit kat helped too...felt sick, completely vapourised thoughts of putting ale on top ...not sure that's in the big book, but its in mine )
So glad to hear! You did the right thing!!!
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Keep posting- better than drinking. Every time you feel like a drink- post instead. Join lots of threads- read lots of threads/ stories.
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Cravings actually don't last that long if you can find something to occupy yourself for a few minutes you will find that it passes quickly. But if you sit and dwell in those thoughts, that's when the cravings last for a while until they get unbearable. The key is finding a way to avoid giving in early on, and you will find that they come less and less with more sober time.
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Old 04-23-2017, 10:14 AM
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Originally Posted by SoberHoopsFan View Post
Cravings actually don't last that long if you can find something to occupy yourself for a few minutes you will find that it passes quickly. But if you sit and dwell in those thoughts, that's when the cravings last for a while until they get unbearable. The key is finding a way to avoid giving in early on, and you will find that they come less and less with more sober time.
Yup..ahh hahh
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