jazz66

In fact after a slow taper to half a mil .... The drop of was posertive and a lot easier than I thought possible.....
I'm now over 6 months clean .....and you do get all your happy feelings back infact they have come back with a vengeance.
i never thought I would feel contentment again..yes that's back to ..
This was my third time trying to get free from methadone and the first time I slowly reduced.....
i was on methadone 27 years....and now free and happy

Marcus

That is great to hear Jazz and good to see you around. Yes it is definitely doable if you are ready to be done and take it slow. Take Care!!!

jazz66

Thanks Marcus .
I appreciate the replay.
Ten months in and still strong .
But a little bewildered .strage realy but I don't seem to be fit in with
Any social groups
I don't like to mix with drug users
And have nothing in commen with none drug use users
Its getting a bit lonely

jazz66

16 months clean of methadone.. And life keeps getting better
Looking at my previous post I was feeling lonely.
Now I Don't...I've taken up hobbies I left behind 30+ years ago like playing
The guitar and now play with two groups twice a week
Although I'm not great it's fun and we're learning the sex pistols Anachy
In the uk ...
At my request...one of my very old favourite songs although I've mellowed a lot with age and would love to play blues and country.
I originally took up running cycling and swimming to get myself
In shape but found I was doing all this alone and want a more group orientated plan...
You would not believe how nervous I was as I walked in to first lesson.
It took a few weeks before I dared talk to anyone and found I'm not that unusual after all....
it was great to talke to people and I found others their for different reasons and the guitar playing help facilitate that for them .me.

I look back somtimes and wonder why I didn't stop this methadone journey years ago it's like that was someone else and not realy me.

I'm lucky very lucky I still have my health and faculties the worlds my oyster.....one step at time .

I don't visit this site much because it reminds me of who I was and don't like that person....

But it help when I was struggling

That's it that's me for now ........with full mojo back