ulfr

Sorry i havent been around in so long ...am sober no drinking or drugs in i dont know how long i no longer go to AA/NA/ OA its not for me i keep going back and forth and there going to get sick of me i paranoid and think that they can listen to my thoughts and put thoughts in my mind
i still self injure and have problems with food still and today i feel suicidal for no reason just want to keep cutting until there nothing left i go to groups during the week informal ones maybe AA/NA/OA are too ridged with there rules for me my husband is with me with these groups and i can go back and forth between them

i dont see anyone until the 13th of April witch is my dr then in may i see my psych she said she want to give me a change of meds... she going to see how i do until may
last night i self injured nothing serous ...

soberclover

I'm sorry you are hurting. I'm sending you some positive vibes from Vermont

I'm hoping you are able to be with someone and to be open and honest about how you are feeling about hurting yourself. You posted here so you must at least to be open to the idea of support. I'm glad you checked in and I'm really glad to see you

Dee74

Good to see you back
I'm sorry you're self harming.

just curious - what about the AA NA OA rules is too rigid for you DA?

PhoenixJ

DA- harming your self, empathy. It does no good- you know that logically, but that is not the point either. Addiction did me no good- still drank anyway. Stay safe- any suicidal thoughts- get to a hospital, yeah?