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Old 03-22-2017, 08:34 PM
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I've done these six steps. Freely forgive myself for past mistakes , freely forgive anyone who has ever harmed me and release them. I'm a freeman recovered schizophrenic yes I take medication. People who thing schizophrenia is a Spiritual malady are the people who spread stigma and I will not tolerate stigma.
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Old 03-23-2017, 04:24 AM
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How are you feeling today, max? How's the weather been in Michigan? I'm glad to see you are still here, still posting, still working
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Old 03-23-2017, 04:31 AM
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" People who thing schizophrenia is a Spiritual malady are the people who spread stigma and I will not tolerate stigma."

Nor should you tolerate stigma. People with epilepsy suffered the stigma of being labelled as"possessed by demons".. years ago
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Old 03-23-2017, 08:50 AM
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How are you feeling today, max? How's the weather been in Michigan? I'm glad to see you are still here, still posting, still working
I'm feeling very excited the depths of my paranoid schizophrenia was so intense. But I made it out I feel so relieved. I love Michigan I live in Harper woods right by THE D I love it. It's cold but it's not like I have to be outside for eight hours when I was a Carpenter so I"m pleasant. I'm feeling a loss for words when I'm so grateful to my conception of God helps me so much. Two weeks sober I'm in a fight for my life not only am I an Alcoholic but I have recovered from gambling and porn addiction which helps me so much. But I'm a recovering alcoholic I love AA hell I love everybody Seren thanks to all of you who replied to my thread. God doesn't make mistakes I'll find my purpose I'm so focused on recovery of all sorts of things.
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Old 03-24-2017, 03:16 AM
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I have never been to Michigan, max, but I have been told it's a beautiful part of the US. Happy Congratulations on your two weeks!! That is an amazing accomplishment
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Good going Max. Keep posting. You seem to be fighting the good fight.
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Old 03-24-2017, 04:11 PM
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I'm declared my decloration of war Step 3 I can relax and take it easy now alcoholics like to dwell on the past which is dangerous for a paranoid schizophrenic you never arrive in Spirituality the Spiritual Path The Way gets narrower not wider. I've lost the obsession to drink but that doesn't make you recovered you can recover from a gunshot wound get shot again and die so I'll will forever be recovering. The depths of my paranoid delusion has been petrifing but it's gone thank you God!!!
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Old 03-25-2017, 01:09 PM
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My uncle Fred was a paranoid schizophrenic like myself but he refused to take his medication and blew his head of with a shotgun. I picked up a piece of his skull and it was in the shape of a Triangle a sighn to me now I know it was. He was my favorite Uncle all my Uncles are dead except one. My Aunt is a chronic alcoholic and a lesbian that's why I don't like people who say it's a sin. Sadomy is refering to the Root Chakra not what you hear at brick and mortar buildings. Anyways My dad and brother are alcoholics my dad been sober two years and never went past the fourth step he's a dry drunk and gambles all his money. My brother well he's gonna probally die from the disease but now I can transmit so I'm gonna twelve step his ass into AA he says he likes it cause he went to it while he was in jail. My sister a sex addict and pot addict let's my nieces and nephews smoke I hate pot can't stand it. My mom go's to Alanon she has to take anxiety medication and has insomia because of us. My family is very Religous but I've recovered from it. All this world ending crap to a paranoid schizophrenic dam near killed me but the world isn't gonna end for atleast 10,000 years.
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I can imagine the common religious idea that the world is ending soon would be terrifying to a schizophrenic.

Thanks for working towards greater health and hope.
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Old 03-26-2017, 12:35 AM
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I can imagine the common religious idea that the world is ending soon would be terrifying to a schizophrenic.

Thanks for working towards greater health and hope.
Thank you Bekindalways there is hope. Medication not a nuff it's also a Spiritual Malady what I see is real what I hear is real owe but I'm not some dum as shaman on drugs psychodelics there phony. I'm the real deal NAMI I'm not mentally ill I have a brain disorder meds meds meds only is going to lead to sucide. You have to harness it's unimanagable potential. It comes from the Pineal gland anybody knows that. Docters psychologist psychiatrist nurse practioners only have an opinion on a experience they never had. People who claim they know Christ treat us like crap there evil I know who Christ was a Prophet. Buddha left the map give up desire face your fears naked and defenseless suffering pain deatach from all responsibility thats what Buddha did that's how you AWAKE!!! Listen my hole family is Christian I teach my nieces and nephews Christianity because I Honor my Mothers wishes. I go to AA and act like I'm in need I've recovered twice I had a fear of drinking so I drank again to have a Spiritual Awakening and it's still going on 4.5 years later I faced all my fears you want to know who treat schizophrenics very very very well Muslims!!! And I deeply love Muslims for that. But I'm an Indigo Star Seed I was a Master Roof Cutter at 22 I taught myself but how am I gonna work when my fibromyalgia pain is chronic thank you God for my suffering may I recieve all my Karma in one lifetime.
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Dsmaxis, does exercise or meditation help at all? Hmmm . . . I suppose that with fibromyalgia exercise is out.
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Dsmaxis, does exercise or meditation help at all? Hmmm . . . I suppose that with fibromyalgia exercise is out.
I used to be very active as a ruff framing carpenter I can't excercise it causes way to much pain. But meditation helps a lot I've setteled down now I was in a bit well a lot of psychosis the last ten years meditation keeps me grounded. All sorts of different meditation contemplative mindfulness real yoga not excercise just collapsing the Chakras into one so I can Astro Project and using my Third Eye meditation. But I want my Brow Chakra to close I think it has. Medication for schizophrenia paranoid and being bipolar and fibromyalgia and alcoholism now after 12 years I've made all my amends I never could relax and take it easy. I also have insomnia imagine sleep depervation delirium tremens and psychosis at the same time pretty crazy well insane it how I got off a court case. Using your third eye is good and dandy but I much rather work full time wife and kids but acceptance is the answer. I go to AA because I need it you never outgrow service. Yes meditation is a must and sleeping got better since I sleep with my head facing east and my body south but I wake up face up. Now when I wake up in a different spot then I went to sleep I must of been sleep walking but this never happened until lately.
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Old 03-30-2017, 06:58 AM
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Well I am a recovered schizoaffective alcoholic porn addict poker addict porn will rot your brain I don't even touch my self if you get what I mean I'm practicing 33 things I want in a mate. I have Eidetic memory connect stuff together I want to be a writer but I"ll just do youtube and declare a declaration of war against stigma. I have been in 16 mental hospitals sober and clean and got off a court case being deemed not sane to stand trial. I've reached all my Spiritual goals with The Law of Attraction the first law of nature and as of 3/30/2017 I'm gonna practice Self Preservation!!!
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And yes I take mood and mind altering medication opening my Brow Chakra my psychologist said had nothing to do with Schizoaffective Bipoalr disorder Bill Wilson took acid !!!
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From dsmaxis10 now I'm 110!!
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From dsmaxis10 now I'm 110!!
Is that 110 days sober?
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Old 03-30-2017, 10:57 AM
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No thats the dsmaxis scale 10 means homicidal and sucidal 100 like Oprah I was just joking about it!!!
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Old 03-31-2017, 05:39 PM
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I'm not gonna go t meetings except on the phone
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I;ll go to a meeting anywhere I can I've been harmed and rejected by the one's who suppose to help me He came with a sword Taoism art of war how to win a battle by a manuver instead of fighting
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I can't get mad at the way i was raised in a religion it taught me morals to love one another Yeshua said
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