meangirl66

Hi everyone:
Emotionally struggling today, full of tears and worry over a situation
And outcome that I can't control. I know my husband's health ( loss of weight, a lot) is out of my control but being a nurse makes it worse. I wish I had peace, I believe in God but am worried he is punishing me for all
My evil through my husband, forcing me to never be able to make the amends he deserves as I pursue sobriety, I so wish I could be positive but
I'm full of worry and fear, I pray for peace and strength and I hope someday I can give back to those who help me daily, I won't drink today but I really just needed to vent a bit. Merry Christmas and may we all keep it in the day. 😑 Karen

Soberwolf

Hey MeanGirl were here xx

january161992

hi meangirl

God does not punish us

He only wants the best for us

i have a problem with delusional anger at God that i am working on

youre not alone!

PhoenixJ

Your words tell me you are not a meangirl. You are a troubled soul. Stay safe and find peace this day. God is around. Don't drink. Be strong. Keep posting. My prayers for you and your husband. PJ

PurpleKnight

Day 17 is fantastic Karen, hang in there and keep pushing through!!

Dee74

I think 17 days is great Karen - keep using us for support - post as often as you need

all the best to you and your husband this Xmas

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