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Old 12-23-2016, 07:43 AM
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Almost one year sober

Almost made it to one year sober! (Dec 27th). I write and journal to help maintain my sobriety. I've always loved writing but rarely have shared it due to lack of confidence. Sober, I've become much more confident. So I'm sharing something I wrote with you all which I'm sure some of you will relate to.
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Alcoholic
Stigma needs to change
Hiding inside
Not letting anyone
In
Embarrassed.
Too ashamed
To ask for help
Too ashamed
To admit the addiction
To someone else
To yourself

One more drink
Buries the thoughts
Leads to one more
Bottles empty
Levels you empty
Numb

Alcoholic?
Deny
Deny the thought
Push it away
Not me.
Emotionally vacant
Depressed
Something needs to
Change

I'm an alcoholic
Time to change the stigma
Speak up
Can't keep quiet
No need to feel ashamed
No need to feel alone
Pick each other up
Inspire each other
Sober.
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Old 12-23-2016, 08:16 AM
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Congrats on your upcoming year anniversary Leasha, that's a tremendous accomplishment. That's a very thoughtful piece you've written, and it hits home. I think you should definitely share some more!
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I love what you wrote Leisha! I also like to journal, my friend has turned me onto bullet journaling, it is a great way for those of us who still like to write in the digital age.

A friend sent me this link this morning, and it has inspired me to write a letter to alcohol to commemorate my one year which will be January 1st. Thanks for leading the way for those of us in the January class!

https://www.theguardian.com/society/...-lover-alcohol

Congrats on your upcoming milestone!

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Well done Leasha24
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Old 12-23-2016, 09:45 AM
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Originally Posted by Delilah1 View Post
I love what you wrote Leisha! I also like to journal, my friend has turned me onto bullet journaling, it is a great way for those of us who still like to write in the digital age.

A friend sent me this link this morning, and it has inspired me to write a letter to alcohol to commemorate my one year which will be January 1st. Thanks for leading the way for those of us in the January class!

https://www.theguardian.com/society/...-lover-alcohol

Congrats on your upcoming milestone!

❤️ Delilah
Thanks Delilah! And congrats on your upcoming 1 year as well. That is such a good idea about writing a letter to alcohol - I'm going to do that as well

Happy holidays!
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Congrats! The one year milestone is a biggie
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Old 12-23-2016, 11:00 AM
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Great job guys on pretty much one year sober!
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Do you feel a lot better than you did say at 2 months? Congrats on so much time!
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Congratulation Leasha - thanks for sharing your thoughts
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Old 12-23-2016, 01:57 PM
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You are a word crafterer, L. Congrats on the 1 year bit- will there be cake?
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Old 12-23-2016, 09:34 PM
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Originally Posted by tomls View Post
Do you feel a lot better than you did say at 2 months? Congrats on so much time!
So much better! Sobriety is starting to feel normal. It is something I will always have to work on but it's much easier these days. My family and friends know I'm sober. I have no problem turning down drinks. I'm very comfortable telling people that I'm sober. confidence in myself has grown exponentially.
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You are a word crafterer, L. Congrats on the 1 year bit- will there be cake?
Not a cake person - but there WILL be ice creamAnd lots of it!
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Congratulations on 1-year sobriety, that is wonderful...I could have written that list, amazing!
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What a great Christmas present to yourself!

Thanks for sharing - happy new year (both kinds) too!
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Old 12-24-2016, 09:01 AM
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1 Year is fantastic Leasha!!
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