Today marks...
Today marks...
100 days.
Life is good.
If you still struggle, I can say that my experience at this stage is fantastic to say the least. It will be hard. For me it required a lot of sacrifice, none of which I now regret.
Head up.
Life is good.
If you still struggle, I can say that my experience at this stage is fantastic to say the least. It will be hard. For me it required a lot of sacrifice, none of which I now regret.
Head up.
I would have to say my ability to produce and feel emotion again. When I was in my continuous cycle of hangover and extreme anxiety, my only worry was how to distract myself, while checking my pulse every few minutes to make sure it was "normal" (most of my anxiety was hypochondria(health anxiety), which is ironic that I would self harm with the amounts I would drink, I know.), until the weekend came around and I would drown that out into a blackout state.
I find that I am much better at dealing with my emotions, and no longer numb out the anxiety and through therapy these last four months, I can't say I have this anxiety beat, but I sure as hell hold the steering wheel when it comes to my thoughts now.
I really do cherish this website, and the people who have taken the time to encourage this total stranger to become a better person. I have a lot to look forward to as long as I continue on it with a sober mind. Never again will I hand the controls of my life to a substance.
Thanks for taking the time to read!
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