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Man I really hate myself.

Old 12-05-2016, 06:46 PM
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Man I really hate myself.

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Old 12-05-2016, 06:51 PM
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Talk to us Smilax . . . SR is in your corner!!
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Old 12-05-2016, 06:55 PM
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What's up? I'm sure whatever the reason is, a lot of us will relate.
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Old 12-05-2016, 07:19 PM
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Old 12-05-2016, 11:27 PM
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What's going on, Smilax?
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Old 12-05-2016, 11:29 PM
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Hi Smilax,

What's going on? Heck in and let us know.
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Old 12-06-2016, 07:11 AM
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Getting sick and tired of the one I saw in the mirror helped me to make a firm decision that I was done with the drinking.

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Old 12-06-2016, 07:15 AM
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Hi, guys. I sent a PM to Smilex hoping it would start a conversation. I know we all are concerned especially when someone posts such a vague message. I go no response.
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Old 12-06-2016, 07:27 AM
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Old 12-06-2016, 09:02 AM
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I've been there.

I don't feel that way anymore.

Turns out, it was drugs and alcohol making me feel that way.

What's up?
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Old 12-06-2016, 01:29 PM
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Yeah. I remember feeling that way. And no matter where I went or what I did - there I was. Gah.

I'm so, so grateful to have finally been relieved of that shame and self-loathing. Stay sober and keep working on your recovery and you will find peace and acceptance with yourself. Commonly known in AA as serenity.
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Old 12-06-2016, 04:36 PM
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It's not enough to post and run man - come back and talk this out

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Old 12-06-2016, 06:14 PM
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Old 12-06-2016, 07:11 PM
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Come back and talk to us, Smilax.

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Old 12-06-2016, 07:18 PM
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Been there done that, got the t-shirt.

Wait you didn't tell us yet?

We understand and accept you regardless. Might as well spill it!
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Old 12-06-2016, 09:17 PM
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Old 12-06-2016, 09:39 PM
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You are reading this are you not, Smilax?. Can't do nuthin' if you just say 'I hate myself'. I hate myself a lot of the time. I know some people who hate what I became. Actions matter...share and see how the SR community can help. PJ
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