Red300Hemi

It caught me off guard but I handled it well.

Let me explain:

Someone who lives in my apartment complex and I would smoke down in the carports. I haven't seen her in days, so the thought of running into her was not in my mind.
I went to my car and as I started to open the door, I look up and there she is --- smoking.
I just looked away and went about my business. When I returned, she wasn't there.

I had to sort through how I felt about this. It didn't make me want to use, it made me glad I didn't smell it because that might have been too much, but the thought of the smell makes me sick.

I am still very determined that I want my clean life back.

I am thankful that I have not used today, and I'm rather proud of myself.

Dee74

I'm proud of you too RedHemi - good stuff

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Hevyn

It strengthens us each time we get over one of these hurdles, Red. Glad you rose above the temptation. It will get easier.

Red300Hemi

Thank you both, I'm going to call it a night, even though the sun isn't completely gone lol.

Goodnight SR, thanks for being there for me.