I broke his heart on his birthday
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I broke his heart on his birthday
I finally called my ExAB and told him that I will not be talking to him anymore and that our break up is final. Today is his birthday.
Over the last few weeks, I felt like he was getting too comfortable. He would randomly call and we would end up talking. But as much as I loved hearing from him, I was getting worried about falling for him again. So today, I just ended it. No contact starts tomorrow. Please pray for me.
Over the last few weeks, I felt like he was getting too comfortable. He would randomly call and we would end up talking. But as much as I loved hearing from him, I was getting worried about falling for him again. So today, I just ended it. No contact starts tomorrow. Please pray for me.
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Good luck, I know how hard it is, struggled with it myself lately but realized that much like the addict goes to the bottle for the drink, it's sweet followed by sour, over and over again.
No matter what you said, I'm sure he knows why you needed to do this.
You are in my thoughts, it's tough but it can be done.
No matter what you said, I'm sure he knows why you needed to do this.
You are in my thoughts, it's tough but it can be done.
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Thinking of you...but really, don't guilt yourself-you have nothing to feel guilty about-esp breaking his heart on his birthday when he broke yours every single day and didn't give a damn.
Praying for you and wishing you strength and wisdom!
Praying for you and wishing you strength and wisdom!
Every positive thought I can muster is being pushed in your direction..... oh how I have been there. I am sorry for your pain but happy for your freedom.
Deep, deep breaths....in through the nose an out trough the mouth. You've got this. ( we've got you)
Deep, deep breaths....in through the nose an out trough the mouth. You've got this. ( we've got you)
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Thank you. Thank you to each one of you for sending positive vibes and strength towards me. You are right, I should not feel guilty about doing this on his birthday when he broke my heart every single day and lied to me every single day.
Big Hugs!
Big Hugs!
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