day 4
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day 4
Today day 4. I even got some food at the bar and drank a pineapple juice.
I only drank 3 times in the past month though. My face complexion was noticeably better this morning. Im still tired but a little more perky today. I never really thought of myself as an alcoholic. I thought i just like to drink. I was definitely ab alcoholic. Its crazy i didn't realize it
I only drank 3 times in the past month though. My face complexion was noticeably better this morning. Im still tired but a little more perky today. I never really thought of myself as an alcoholic. I thought i just like to drink. I was definitely ab alcoholic. Its crazy i didn't realize it
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They got the best wings!! Plus if im going to be sober i cant hide from alcohol. Thats not a good plan. Its everywhere! I got to be comfortable and secure with my choice. And face what it is head on. Take responsibility for myself. Like when i quit smoking weed. All my friends smoke and im around it constantly. Thats my view.
They got the best wings!! Plus if im going to be sober i cant hide from alcohol. Thats not a good plan. Its everywhere! I got to be comfortable and secure with my choice. And face what it is head on. Take responsibility for myself. Like when i quit smoking weed. All my friends smoke and im around it constantly. Thats my view.
Time and time again I tried to live my old life - just with me not drinking.
I went back to drinking every time - because that's what my old life was all about.
When I decided to make a real change, I pretty much changed everything - right down to my drinking buds.
I stayed away from alcohol for a while.
I don't regard that as hiding or running away at all - it was smart tactics.
It was the difference between me not drinking a week or two and me never drinking again.
I call it developing sober muscles.
I went out, but to places I knew there'd be no alcohol, with friends who I knew would be supportive of my life change.
Gradually, as I was ready, I increased the difficulty until one day I knew I wanted to be sober, I liked my sober life and nothing would sway me from that commitment again.
I can go anywhere and do anything now - but I had to work up to that.
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