Leb -15 months now
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Leb -15 months now
Hi everyone, Just popped in to let you know I am still here and feeling better every day. Still vigilant but pretty lucky as no real urge to drink at all. Fleeting thoughts about social drinking but then I remind myself that I have never had only one drink in my life.
No way I want to go back to making a fool of myself and then spend the next two days getting over the hangover. Then the depression and self hate again and again.
I get bored and unmotivated I sleep or read. At first I thought I was time wasting, but then I reminded myself of all the wasted hours and days lost in alcoholic fog and hangover.
I am so much happier in my own skin now. Thinking of you all especially new members. I read your posts to remind myself of the initial struggle. It keeps me centred. Kia kaha, Stay strong, Together we can do this
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No way I want to go back to making a fool of myself and then spend the next two days getting over the hangover. Then the depression and self hate again and again.
I get bored and unmotivated I sleep or read. At first I thought I was time wasting, but then I reminded myself of all the wasted hours and days lost in alcoholic fog and hangover.
I am so much happier in my own skin now. Thinking of you all especially new members. I read your posts to remind myself of the initial struggle. It keeps me centred. Kia kaha, Stay strong, Together we can do this
.
Keep going, it gets better. 
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